junsu's juliean

2009-06-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

Going to have the house to myself on Sat onward. It's literally going to be @ home as my sis will be working on mon onward. I'm hoping she is not planning to stay @ home on both sat & sun.

Found lots of good steal @ e library on wed. "Confessions of a Shopaholic", "Remember me", "Size 14 is ok" (i think this is e title) & some random book which seem nice enough.

I'm planning to get some biscuits from marks & spencer. They have the best biscuits I have yet tasted so far. Going to make myself sandwiches for most of the day as breakfast or lunch to save some doughnuts & $. Tip I learnt from the shopaholic. Hee...

So far, this holiday has been quite filled up with endless dramas, books, games & gg out. I'm, enjoying my single life, but not yet to give up completely. Mayb not so soon.

Oh ya...caught lots & lots of movies. Think I'm maddening...

"Angel & Demons", "Alien VS Monsters", "Drag me to hell". "Taking of the Pelham 123" & "State of play". All in this month. I still wanna catch "Ghost of the ex-gfs". Anyway, think this is the title. You kw what I mean rt.

Havent been running lately, down w sore throat & flu. The pills r making me drowsy, hence not fit for run. Need to do something abt it tml. Btw, I painted my nails black. I think I'm so cool.

******Need need need to do up resume

2009-05-21T18:15:00.002+08:00

This Monday officially starts my slacking and rejuvenating period. I am getting more and more restless with each passing day and it's kind of scary. Sleeping alot, nuaning, doing "0" housechores where my mother is compaining, surfing, playing farm house, watching dramas and reading. How tiring can all these be? I am feeling the weight on me increasing with each day. Why? Must be the old age.

I packed my warerode yesterday. It's really a tiring and troublesome. Once again, I'm amaze by the amount of clothes I have and the amount of clothing I have only wore afew times. I really do have alot of different kinds of outfits. Haha....My wild thoughts of different styles. My warerobe is bursting once again and I had given away those that I dont wear often, but there is still a truckload more. Erm...

Anyway, I was having a fight with my mum just now. I know I really need to control my temper and laziness, but its so difficult. She is talking about the same routine stuffs again. About my dad, her life and how we are not helping her to ease the load. I dont know what she expects but I know for sure she doesnt know the pressure she is giving me. The expectations are seriously overwhelming. Hai...Not that I dont understand why she is acting this way but afterall I do need some space for myself. She just fails to understand this point everytime. Mothers.

Anyway, the getting to know myself is not processing. My brain power is at 1% constantly. Cant think and brainstorm much. Hopefully, I will recover soon.

2009-05-19T10:58:00.002+08:00

Ok....finally I've got my rest. I think I need it somehow or rather I do deserve a break after my roller coaster ride since the start of 2009. Life is really super slack. The contrast as compare during the exam and sick period is really heaven and hell. It is afterall difficult to strike a balance. Well say.

Erm....my ife is kind of like a routine. Wake up late, watch drama, hunt for jobs, read books, watch drama and sleep. Occasionally, there are tuition and some household chores to do. Mostly, I just try to avoid them. Haha....OMG. It's look so horrible when I typed it out and reading it myself. But, I need to confine myself at home. Been spending alot on food and movies....Eeewww.

2009-05-15T11:49:00.002+08:00

I had a sleepless night and I feel like hell. Actually, I look like a diasater for awhile. Poor complexion, dark circles, pale and dull face. I guess my physical appearance cant ever be in such
a worse state.

I was thinking last night, about my life ever since the breakup. I can't face the reliaty. Actually, I have been avoiding it forever. I believe in fairytales that everybody knows it's fiction. I guess I can blame it on Disney, who brainwash me since I am six. My favourite is Beauty and the Beast. But, how can life be a fairytale. Well, there's Enchanted but for god sake it's a movie, which all guys hate. Haha. It's a chick flick movie.

Another problem of me. I wanna be a winner. Everyone loves and wanna be a winner. But, how many succeded? Besides, who can win forever? Donald Trump falls. What happened to the Apprentice? Isn't he the guy who knows all about business? Look at Bill Gates. He got sued for monopolise the IT market.

I have never accomplished anything in my life. I'm 23 and growing older every second and somehow have nothing to be proud of yet. This is not I had pictured myself to be. With greater ambitous comes greater fall. Not exactly false. I hope I can find my road and destiny during this holiday. But my priority goes to finding and loving myself, which I have no idea how to start. Bless me.

2009-05-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

Well someone has been complaining that my blog is serious and dull. I guess its all part of growing old. Haha...I should done up a regular entry today.

Erm... ever since the horrible SQ paper, I've been really busy with my students' exams. I couldnt remember CA papers can be this stressful. I guess this is the different between a good school and neighbourhood school.

Well beside keeping up with tuitions, I have been working my ass off to hunt for a job. The economy is really bad, bad, BAD. I dont remember having such a hard time looking for a job, besides my first job due to the zero experience. Anyway, some of my frens also either cant find a job or are having a hard time coping with their current jobs. I hope recession will passed soon. Its really a tough year for me and many others.

Ok, I think I sound pathetic until now. But, its not that bad. I did went out a couples of time. Haha...Don't worry. I'm still having a semi-life. Went to Tampines One a few times are are horrified by the crowd and aunties queuing to get into UNIQLO likes it is selling some limited edition stuffs. Seriously, its just cotton and basics at an unresonable pricing. Guess, its quite the typical singaporeans act huh.

I had catch afew movies too. Wolverine, Star Trek and soon Angel & Demon. Wolverine is really over-rated for me. Star Trek is cool. Quite an anticipating show. U guys should watch.

Anyway, finally get to meet up with YL after all these time. Have a nice time laughing my stomach out (almost). And ya....maaaa I will consider your pep talk seriously. Haha... I know you are thinking I'm bullshitting as usual.

Conclusion of the day: I will try to be simple-minded. Think less and focus more.

2009-05-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

Life should be much more than this. I alway believe in this. Having the best, be successful and have empathy of money. This is a worry-free ideal life for me ever since I understand humanity. I saw an article in Cleo. Will you rather choose to be successful or happiness? It's such a tough question. Maybe because I'm older now. Maybe because I'm tired of the fast-pace life. Maybe because in the first place I'm not cut out to be successful. I chose happiness.

I hope I can do the right things in future. Or rather don't regret in decisions and actions I had done.

2009-02-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

Announment:

I am offically single. Calling for bf material guys......

After relatively a month, I finally know what I am dwelling. I love the past him. But, its over. People change with time. It's ok.

I am welcoming my new chapter of life. Even if it is a boring one that consisting of school, tuitions, dramas and friends. Life goes on and maybe something exciting will happen. Who knows.

I am still looking out for diary. Apparantly those I found are fugly. Any recommendations?

2008-12-30T11:33:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey....coming back to blog more what's on my mind.

Christmas had passed & well we are welcoming year 2009 in another 2 days more. Times fly as usual & I'm aging. I cant believe that I'm gg to celebrate my 23rd bday next year, which is in another TWO days. Just by typing it loud, it's suffocating. Now, I know why witches want eternal beauty and are willing to do absoulte anything its take.

Well, I had spent both Christmas eve & Christmas nuaning at Mrs Shim' house. We did nothing much exactly. Mayb the old bones of mine is getting the better of me. I cant imagine another countdown in town area. The screaming, the crowd, the partying & the molesting. Not another round of these. Basically, we just hang out. Caught "Twlight", that somehow catch my breathe away, even now. We had pastamania & chilled at coffee bean. Pleasant. It was my idea to catch a super junior's movie, which I know it will bound to be L.A.M.E & I assumed we will have a good laugh. Instead, the movie made us drowsy & ready for bed before 12am. Haaa.
The next day we just watched more shows & did some ransacking of the wardrobe. The best part is we forgot to take photos.........

Meet up with YeanLing yesterday to do some catching up before school reopen next monday. Yesh, holidays have come to an end. I had offically been slacking about 2 weeks. We went to shop & both of us brought nothing.....NOTHING...amazing...
Oh yea, I received some goodies from YL, made in Korea ok. The stuffs are pretty & she kept on emphasising the stuffs there are CHEAP. Doesnt it make u have the urge to fly to Korea NOW? The snow, the kimche, the cosmetics, the apparels, the skiing & of course DBSK.....
Anyway, once again forgot to take pics. Even when both of us dolled up.

PS: My desktop is gone. Spoilt again even after repairing. Luck is really down for me & Mr ZM. I hope 2009 will be a better year for us tigers....

2008-12-23T10:15:00.002+08:00

Finally, my KL trip is confirmed. Yesh...after all the dramass, asking around and reading through the whole flowerpod thread that consists of 50 pgs.
Erm...the whole booking incident is quite funny. Mr ZM & I are really "bei". We wanted to go to Korsumtine..something like this. But, we couldnt find the store. So in the end, we ended up in Grassland.

3D2N, Capitol Hotel (haha, I know you gg to say me. Shut up ma~)
$190, cant remb the exact, coz I'm not the one footing the bill...

I'm not sure how much I should spent on shopping...afterall recession is hitting in and I bet it's the full force...

Ever since I'm out of job, I have been slacking....Watching dramas, playing games, reading manga/ magazines...
It's quite boring, but once in a while this kind of slacking is good....

2008-12-07T14:11:00.004+08:00

Erm...recently I'm feeling quite bore and lonely.

I must find some distraction/ commitment and lead a fulfilling life~ It's about ME not others!!! I live for myself.

My new motto...

My new hairstyle. Love it!!! Although others have alternative thoughts...

I'm using this cup right now. It's super gigantic, making it "difficult" to drink...Haha. Basically, it defeat the purpose of a cup but it's chio, hello kitty & change colour when you pour in hot water. So, I'm in love w it >.<

2008-12-05T10:31:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling quite pathetic now. My topshop rubber/ plastic galdiator shoes snapped. I've tried to glue it back with super glue AND now it snapped again. Hai. It's one of my favourtie shoes becoz it is easy to match with outfit and I feel cool wearing it. Haha.

The whole point is the shoes are still wearable. Basically, one side of the three strips snapped. But, there are still two more strips holding on my foot. It looks weird close up with one strip dangling. I really don't know if I should discard them. It will be painful and I don't think I saw a similar pair anywhere else. Fuck man. Going through such thinking over a pair of gladitor. Such a waste of time.....

verdict: I THINK I'M STICKING TO IT. IT'S JUST TOO CHIO TO END UP IN THE BIN YET!!!!

I got my results ytd. HOHO. The nightmare is O.V.E.R. I'm really happy about my results, despite all my dramamama complains over certain unfortunate incident. I've passed everything. That's good enough.

Anyway, I feel like putting in a playlise in my blog. Anyone has any idea how to do that? I wanna show you all how great my idol, DBSK, is..........

2008-12-03T11:57:00.002+08:00

Been really busy since Mon. Finally, I have finished half of the loads and is able to update on my dead blog.

Last weekend had been a busy one. I went out on Friday to meet Mr ZM. We had a talked much to my reluctant about his future job. He is most probability going to work in KL. I admit it is a great opportunity and if it is me, I would go too. Guess we will be apart for 2 yrs and try to survive a long distance r/s (although its really just near SG).

Saturday I went our w Yean Ling & Bern to K. It's fun seeing Bern after such a long time and seriously he doesnt change at all.

Sunday went out with ex-Hyflux colleagues to celebrate Aileen be-early bday. Meet Yee Ling after that to shop and YES once again I brought things. Damn.

Been meeting MR ZM quite freuquently. Maybe its becoz he might be leaving SG soon. Maybe...

PS: Alot of pplp said my hair is too "pong". U all r sooooooooo mean. Nobody back me up abt the korea look. Damnnit...
And to make it worst, alot of aunites love my hair. Gosh!

2008-11-26T14:49:00.002+08:00

I'm in a new environment. A small office in Ubi. It's pretty deserted & lonely in the building. However, the travelling thru and fro are really a killer, jam w pplp. Every morning & evenings, I've got to squeeze myself into bus & train.

I sorta hate my this job. I don't remember having as much of a bad time for awhile. Maybe its my horrible experience in Guardine, where I quit after working for 2 days. Or Minitoon? The crazy 10am to 9pm job with no lunch break. This time round, the job is really challengening in a way. You got to find your way around. Not much pplp & help are available, which is something I have in a way taken for granted since now. For the sake of money and my integrity, I would pull myself thru.

I went back to my hometown for the past weekend. Its been 4 yrs, since I last step foot there. Surprising everything seem to be the same, beside the inflation that rose the prices of things tremedously. The pace there is slow & relaxing. I guess I am so accustom to hectic life that I dont remember the word relax. I rush myself in SG, whether its study, work or slacking. My mind is forever in work. What to do next etc. The schedule & plan just automatically function themselves. It's really nice to be back to where I belong.

2008-08-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

well proj ended up becoming a fight. its still in the progress.

i don think i am wrong and somehow i think i had controlled myself well enough. im quite proud of myself actually after all these drama mama.

altho i think im not wrong n im not close w person X. but i ts still kinda sad to end e thing like this. mayb i really have some problems. like cant work in team or r too self centred blah blah blah...

well i wouldnt said i wouldnt forigve her, but e things she said abt me i will remb. its really some nasty things~

but it would soon b over n even not the Earth will still revolves....nothing changes....

2008-08-09T21:43:00.003+08:00

wow i havent been blogging for abt a month...

school had started for a while and i have like a million tasks to be completed. i seriously hate proj and human relationship...its hard to balance things and i don have much time to do it in a diplomatic way...

lets hope things will be fine...

2008-07-07T18:33:00.001+08:00

Meet up w Mrs Shim on Friday for a short meet up before my tuit. From her opinion, I sorta forced her to meet me. Haha. Whatever. I so did not. We went to Kino to renew our membership. We renew it for the next 3 yrs. It sounds long & unnecessary in a way. I was asking myself, would I still be reading mina for e next 3 yrs? Chances are most prob I will. I just can’t jump out from the clothes fetish yet. Not so soon & not so quickly.
I brought mina jap version. The tw version is getting more & more tw. I can’t really tolerate it anymore. The tw dressing lean more to the act cute side, which I believe a regular 22 yrs old should STOP trying to be one. Trying~ yea trying~
Anyway, the jap version cost a hell lot more & the pages of interesting stuffs (clothes, accessories, make up, hair etc) are less. Overall, its still worth it, coz those covered pages are far more interesting than e tw version. So, I should be continuing buying ba.

Meet up with J & C on Sunday. It’s supposed to be a long awaiting crazy shopping day, esp since C suppressed her shopping desire this long. Haha. But well, it’s only ended to be a somewhat tiring shopping ard central areas. We went far east & haji lane. I’ve brought a low cut dress from “Room”, which according to my dear frens are not suitable for me. BECOZ, I can’t carry out. AND WHY?????? Cause I’m flat-chested. Urg…. SEE!!!! That’s why I need to be skinny. No matter how fat I get, it’s only the wrong areas growing. This tactic doesn’t work for me. So, I can only b skinny. At least it would look proportional. It’s a sad life. Nvm, I will try padding. Haa
C brought a tee. Yesh, just a tee. J is even worst. She brought nthing. But, mayb another branded bag will pop out soon. Haa.
I showed J e fugly braun braffles wallet. She thinks e design is ok, but the color is horrible, e “lao sai” color. Haha…she really phrased it this “nicely”.
Nevertheless, I’m getting it. The crazy style sense is back!!!!

Went to catch “get smart” ytd too. It’s NICE!!! Anne Hatherway is chio chio chio. It’s a must watch movie. Laughing my ass off thru out the movie~
Btw, tamp open this new arcade at tm. I went to play. Haha..Quite fun. Had the back to sec sch feel.

My blog is getting drier & drier. I need to upload more pics. But the blogger always takes a long time to upload pics…….

2008-07-04T21:44:00.001+08:00

Meet up with the girls, HS, YS & SY, ytd. It’s been a long time, since we last meet up. According to them, the last meet up was at YS’s 21st bday bash. I think all of us have change ever since then.

HS is already one of those white-collar members, contributing to the country economy. Haahaa. The idea of working a full-time job really scares me. The commitment, the workload, the EQ, the capabilities & responsibility of U. Questions like can you contribute to the company? Will you move up? What is your next 5 yrs plan? What are your abilities? Not to forget, the nerve-racking interview or interviewSSS.
ALSO, being mature, serious & capable, don’t really fit me. Come on. I’m always laughing, joking, slacking, lazy, un-glam & using vulgarity. I can’t change after acting this way for the past 22 yrs of my life. Hai~ I hate the adult world.
Ok, back to HS. Anyway, I just wanna said I LOVE her dressing ytd (I know u read my blog!! Are you happy =D???). It’s those working class clothing, but well in my opinion, I think there is a youthness touch to the outfit. Not the typical executive outfit of, oh it’s so formal & glam. There is still some trendy looks abt her dressing. Hee..Nice work girl! Is the power of love? OR….suddenly u become “qiao”???

YS is still the beauty as always. Sweet, soft, gentle & pretty. But of coz has transform from a girl to a lady. Yesh, the lady I always wanted to b like. I guess I can, if I shut my mouth. Well I always kw this ger as athletic, smart, sweet, but ytd I discovered something else. She can really sing!!!! Hai. Why all my frens can sing so gd. WHY???? Really amaze by her singing. Needless to say, her dressing is of coz nice. Simple & yet eye catching. I love checking out pplp. I have clothes-fetish diseases ba. She is also a hard working ger, studying & working part time. Jia you!

SY the mysterious ger. Haha. The ger who is “shen shen mi mi” and blog is very “chim” and not understandable. Always smiling secretively & like to lay on HS. Oooooo.
Fishy nah. Ok joking la.
She’s my sister. One who is always self-conscious about herself. When really she is fine & even great. My parents always saying how pretty she is. Sweet, soft spoken etc.. Then, she has many suitors. So, u see my pt? U think too much sis. Take it easy.
She wore a very “room” top ytd. Haha.. White top w ribbon. She wore mango jean too. Quite nice leh. Ma, why you mango jean so ugly? Haaa.
Surprise surprise, she is also a hello kitty fan =). Show u my kitty collection next time Teacher~

Everyone has mature so much. I hope I have too. Don’t wan to be childish, when I look so old. Haaa. Mayb I shld stop my nonsense dress sense, self pic & act-jap. Erm….

Hope to meet up w u girls more often. It’s really fun ytd. Love ya~~~

PS: Do not go to suntec kbox. The system is bad.

2008-07-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Am being ditched by my student. I was teaching her Science & English. She did well for Science, get an A1, but English was only so-so. So, she wanna have tuition for English only an hour every session.
I didn’t gave in, cause I know I suck at English. Don’t think I will be able to cope. Plus, she just moved house. It’s at the inside of Tampines. Guess it’s just my luck. Hai. Looking hard for tuition now.

School is going to start soon. Had not much chance to nuan at home. I am still watching narutp, epi 160. Erm….I wanna complete before school starts, but I don’t think it’s possible.

Been quarreling with ZM quite often lately. I’m super bitchy by asking him to get me stuffs when I am angry w him. Haaa…
Anyway for once I am not e wrong side. He had been late for meeting up for the past year. Tell me who can tolerate it!!! So I totally lose it. Blow up everything. Well, hopefully he wouldn’t b late in the future.

2008-07-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

Went to club on Saturday at THE PUMP ROOM…It still as great as before. Just the DJ played music is not as nice as before. It’s the “sitom sitom sitom” kind of techno. But they also played Madonna & Step up2 songs. Woohoo~

We left quite early so didn’t get my chance to listen to “It’s Raining Man” & “I Will Survive”. Two of my favorite tracks sing by Jive Talkin. They didn’t sing “Make Me Wonder” as well. Hai.

Anyway guess wat! Yesh! I went Ma. I also made her mixed drinks. Heeeheee. Long island w beer. It’s not really a suicide, but I guess its might be a teeny too strong for a non-clubber. But she’s survived.

The crowd is still as bad as ever. It consists of old uncles & aunties, where some are just too active to be. They were shaking about & bumping into people.

Overall, I still love the pump room. Very fun. Ma, I hope u have fun too. Cant wait for the KTV session. I wanna scream & sing!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday is just a nuan day. Been nuaning & watching Naruto. I’m still far from the lastest epi. Hai there is like near to 300 epi. It’s crazy.

2008-06-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

Luck is running super super low. Was supposed to meet zm ytd at about 7+ but something caught up in camp. So, the meet up was delayed.
I was walking around marina square trying to kill some time. I’m quite amaze of myself for being able to shop at marina, when I am already here all weekday for e past 1 month+. I actually brought something also. This nail art sticker, which is suppose to create a lacy look. Not sure if eventually I’m gonna used it. Hopefully yes. I have lots of stickers stocking up in my nail box.

The agenda of the meet up was to watch “get smart”. I’ve wanted to catch this ever since I saw e trailer. Due to delay, I went home w/o eating dinner & shop around marine for an hour+ before that idiot broke the news to me.

After that he rushed down to meet me, but it already past the showtime So, we went to Princess to catch “zohan”. Okay…its super lame & its all abt cracking those sexual American jokes I suppose. Wouldn’t recommend it to my frens at all.

Anyway I’m super tired now, lack of my 10 hrs sleep & my right eye is abit swollen. Hai……..

2008-06-28T17:25:00.000+08:00

I can’t believe my luck. It’s really rotten luck. Spoilt my SIM card ytd. How did I do it? Simply by forgetting my SIM password & tried its out 3x. Then come to this PUK code. I jolly thought its something like passwords also. So I tried it out 10x, till my SIM card is locked. I can’t believe it. I just guess my passwords 13x & failed.
Honestly, I don’t think I should be blame fully due to my foolishness. Honestly I had asked around & nobody knows what is e PUK code & where to obtained e password. See. It’s not my fault. Consequently of forgetting password is the result of paying $18 and walked al the way from millennium walk to Bugis.

Worst of all is that my SIM card seems to have some problems. It’s keep making my phone activate & whenever I received sms, its will shows that I had received 2 sms instead of 1. Hai. I really have no luck with my phone & SIM card. Keep sending it for repair. Haiyo. Today still need to go down to the same Hello shop to fix e SIM card & try to transfer data of my old SIM to the e new SIM. Ma fan rt~

I brought a ring from fie japan ytd as a treat to myself. U know for working hard & going thru all these nonsense. Hahaa. It cost a nice $70. Had this big swaroszies crystal.

Today also starting a new tuition. Hopefully everything will work out fine….

2008-06-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

Sunday went for Father Day dinner at this supposedly famous “zi cha” in Bedok. Hai..the standard has deteriorate over these years. The signature dish “fruit tofu” tastes quite plain. Steamed garlic prawns are also so-so. Hai…It’s a disappointment.

The original plan was to go to this place calls “Hua Yong Yuan”. It’s been also years since I last went, but the tasty foods still mesmerize me. Especially the steamed garlic prawns. It’s really sweet, fresh & the “sha tang” is very very yummy.

Anyway zm promised me to bring me go there to eat. Haha…my mama also said on my birthday go there….Ya-haaa~~~~

Oh ya…before I forgot I’m gg to get e auntie braun brauffles (how to spell???) wallet. It’s a classic to me. My weird taste is back. Everyone is giving me negative comments. It’s been a long time since I last heard, so it’s kinda hurtful. Ouch~

2008-06-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

Went to department dinner at Royal Scotts on Friday. It’s my second visit there. Somehow, the foods taste better e first time. The lobsters were sweeter & fresher.

Anyway, it’s my first experience to dine w Japanese & I feel so self-conscious. The ladies are really gentle & I saw Japanese scenes. Ushering your bosses to their seat, no eating & sitting down before them. It’s killing me. I have to eat carefully & GENTLELY. No swallowing of food, which is my usual style. Hai….It’s quite uptight & near e mid section, I loose control of myself. I started talking to my bosses casually. I mean come on its after work. Well I have no idea what they think abt this. 1 of my colleague suggested I’m drunk for this “misbehavior”, but I immediately retorted back I didn’t even drink. I guess e opinion of me wouldn’t be very good.

Anyway, I like the sashimi best. Quite fresh & luckily no tummy ache. Hehe….
We took 2 photos. Haha…yeah~ But no hunks, so I can live w/o it. We even “gan-pai”, the Japanese way of “cheers”. That’s pretty amazing…..It’s really very Japanese drama scene. Haha..

So overall it’s pretty fun, although I honestly think 1x experience is enough. But I seem to have 1 more dinner coming up. Not sure if it confirm thot, but I’m looking forward. Coz I think this batch of pplp are more fun. No offence. AND most importantly, the “mu chu tuo zai” alike is in that department…haha….He has great fashion style I tell u. Really…the best dress office guy I have seen thus long. He wore pattern shirt, like those irregular size n color strip & there this different color of strips at e handcuff, collar & buttoning areas. He wore skinny pant (not very skinny, something like fitting) with cool belt. He also wore e very jaejoong-ah black plastic frame spec & very cool shoes. Sometimes, he wore benign pant & he can pull it off w/o looking like an uncle although he is an uncle. Really, great style!!!!

Ok..enough of him…
Went out w Jill they all on Sunday to celebrate Sit Yee’s bday. It’s been a while since I last seen them. Erm….pretty much e same…They brought her a muji bag, which I don think has a very muji style &I don think she likes it. Haha…She actually voices it out. Dinner was alright, went to Fei Cui Xiao Long Bao to eat. I love the ngee ann branch, it seems like it’s the only branch that serves the non-spicy dan dan mian. We also brought for her bakerinz cake. Eh….not v yummy n the choc is damn hard that it’s hurt my teeth.
After dinner, we went to party world for some ktving session. I cant sing properly as its sooo cold & only I think so….very sad AND my fashion sense get commented….DAMN..they said my kitty short looks ugly n cheap & my topshop sandles look cheap too…everyone is saying sooo….urg!!!!! It’s f*cking nice ok everybody!!!! Get this straight.
Anyway they can all sing v well. Feel abit zi bei…haha

Btw I have conquered 108 epi of naruto….Happy….think I’m halfway thru already. Yeah!

2008-06-22T17:10:00.001+08:00

Haven’t been going out much lately. Just went to cut & do treatment to my hair. It’s pretty much e same, just my parting is more side.
Angie said my hair is getting more & more curly :D
Mrs Shim also went to try out her temp curl. She hates it. Although I think it’s not too bad. It looks jap, but mayb makes her looks plumper also.

For e past few days I’ve been watching anime, Naruto. I gave up on waiting for my fren to lend me e manga. I cant remb where I read till anyway. There are over 200 epis & w much hard work I’m only at 60+ Suck…and it’s somehow e same as e manga. That’s what I like. Not much changes.

Oh ya…my face is like shit now. There are like 3 very obvious pimple scars. YUCKs….Totally obvious on my face & I’ve been living off concealar. Hai….hope it heal soon~~~~~

I wanna go shopping too :( a lot of things to get!

2008-06-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

Just remb i forgot this post...

I was busying reading my dear friend’s blogs, cause I’m bore at work, as usual. Every single one of them blog abt YL’s surprise bday party. Jac, Von, Francis, Beranrd & now me. Haha.. Of coz I am gg to blog abt it.

Well..I cant remb if I had posted this but anyway, I went to buy YL’s present alone. It’s pretty scary, as this means all the responsibilities are on my shoulders. If the presents suck, it’s my fault. After much brain storming & trying out of perfumes, I landed myself w the DKNY green apple, which simply smell refreshingly delicious & a shishedo gel eyeliner.

I’m thinking shld I get e perfume too. But, I have 3 perfumes at home & all of them don’t seem like it will be finished soon.

Ok back to the present. I also brought a purple color gift box, which look classy yet gothic at the same time (very YL in my opinion) & a light gold shimmery ribbon. Everyone say the wrapping is NICE. Yesh, I feel proud. I also brought a Tiffany lookalike card. It’s decent enough I guess.

She seems to like e present as a whole. Although I kw even if she hates it, she’s not gg to say it out loud. Hello! Who in the rt mind will??? But well again, you nv kw. There is all of sort of funny pplp in this world & very luckily I had met afew already. Haaa

The surprise party is a blast I would said. She really has a lot of frens. I really do envy her. I think Ma you can understand rt…Being an anti-social personnel, we only have few frens. Haha…I kw what u must b thinking now, why must I fucking pull u in this!!!! But well, I cant die alone rt, I will feel lonely.

I actually sang 2 songs. I think it’s a record. I don’t sing in front of pplp I don t know, cause I’m not a pro. But well anyway, its YL’s party, I guess I just got to sing& let it go. Anyway I don’t feel a thing, guess I’m prepared to die. I also forced Jac & Von to sing along w me. So, it wouldn’t b like a one-man-show. Yea!

We hung ard awhile…. then we waited for her to cut e cake & of coz to EAT the cake. That’s the whole pt of bday rt. It’s e very nice delicious cake to b eaten up. They had brought “awfully choc”. It’s not awfully delicious as I had imagined, but it’s not too bad. Better than my VERY NICE fucking Prima Deli choc cake last year. Anyway Jac said the other flavors are better, so it still worth a try.

Felix is a real idiot. There is this fren of YL called me “mei nu” as politeness cause he doesn’t kw my name. Then this Felix asked me to call him “shuai ge” back & he said it in a very mean way. Like HELLO YOU SURE KNOW YOU R NOT A MEI NU RT!!! He’s mean rt…Please agree…or leave my blog now!

I’m meeting YL again this Sat to watch “Kungfu Panda”. It looks like a funny movie. Then we can start e gossiping session again. Haha

I may b meeting Mrs Shim too, to help her doll up for the wedding dinner. Cant wait to c her new temp look! I feel like doing my hair too. Its like dry grass…Eeeee….

2008-06-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

Since I’m quite free, I’m gg to do a “detailed” entry on how fuck up my ex-colleague is….

I called my ex-boss (A) out for lunch, together w my senior (B) & my close ex-colleague (C). Naturally being a very lazy n drain me, I msn my ex-boss when I happened to c him online on wed.
Being a freaking busy marketer, I had to ask C to cfm w A if the lunch is still on. All the time, C & I assumed that A would ask B, as they are v close.

In e end, A did asked B, but in a mean way from B point of view & B totally lose her cool w all of us. WTF rt..it has nthing to do w C & me.
Her reasons for loosing her cool are totally rubbishes. Saying what its all becoz of C & me asking A out, then A didn’t ask her earlier. Also, when she decided not to go, A still wanna go & shouted at her when he asked if she’s free. Then what we should asked her for e lunch first, before asking A. It’s totally stupid. She might as well come out w a SOP for this proceeds. It’s just a simple asking out for lunch issue.

All e while it’s C communicates w her. So ytd night when I caught her online, I msn her. She is really a bitch. She said A enjoys gg out w us girls (C, me & this other girl called Cynthia) because we are easy. Thus, he doesn’t mind footing e bill. Can u imagine this? It’s not A saying this, but my fren, B. Hai…. I seriously wonder what is her intention of saying that.

I mean there’s this only time, A did try to b funny w me after a few drinks on one of my bday. BUT when I asked him to behave he did & he continued asking us gers out for outings just to chitchat. We are somehow like frens. I can sense some back stabbing from B, which I don kw y.
I’m quite piss being said in this way, although I kw its not e truth. Guess its one less fren from my v miserable short fren list.

2008-06-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

Monday blue. I’m dying. People are telling me I look tired (in a nice way) & in a mean way means, “Hey you look shag!” Wow, I feel good.

I’ve been going out almost every single day. My blog has also revived, as I’m super free @ work. No surfing, no drama, anime to watch, no facebook. Nothing. I can only blog. It may start to get detailed. Haha

Meet Ma yesterday for some catching up session, but ended up doing shopping for YL’s present. Ma…thx I appreciate it, that’s y I change my mind abt eating “ding tai feng”.
I feel good abt the present. Almost believing that YL will actually like its. The perfume is nice, I’m considering of getting it myself. It has this refreshing kind of vibe.

Meeing ZM tdy to head down to Causeway Point to get e eyeliner. I’m praying hard that she’s gg to like it & it’s really THAT good. Its OOS at almost all Shishedo counters. Only left 2 pots base on my understanding. Most probably having my dinner there. Recalling if there’s anything decent there. Haha.. Although I doubting it.

Tml is E DAY! I don kw what to wear. It’s actually quite stressful. Haha. I don’t wan to b overdress & also too underdress. Yesh, I know. I’m not the limelight & I’m not supposed to be. But well, I am one hell vain pot. It’s my nature to be AA. Sometimes it’s difficult to find the balancing point.
Anyway I hope the rest of them will think e present is a good idea. Haha. Cause I’m well known of being weird. I hope there are not going to said I brought funny & weird thing AGAIN. Yesh like again,

Going to watch “kungfu Panda” soon. Looks like a lame & funny movie. Hoping to catch it asap.

Before I end off e entry. How can I forget to mention about Sat gathering. I went to ktv w Bernard, YL, Jac & bf. Well as usual it’s quite stressful when the others sing so well. But well I don care. I was screaming e hella lot of time. Haha… That’s e fun of ktv.

After that we went shopping together & gossip for a really long time. It great to find out that u r not e only one who thinks it’s like that. I found my twin that night & mayb even earlier.

2008-06-08T10:10:00.001+08:00

I’m trying out stuns. Expected not working. YL had this idea of emailing me at work. So, I wouldn’t b so bore. Yesh! It sounds like a brilliant idea until my company email blocked all those private email add, clever move indeed. Now I’m totally cut off from the external world. Urg…

I am soooo tired. I had about only 6 hrs of sleep almost everyday. I’m a sleeping baby for god sake. Give me my beauty sleep. I look shag and overslept tdy cause I forgot to set my alarm clock. Hai…

Anyway I went to Far East ytd. Brought this very princessy tube. Happy. The lady boss asked me to try on this rather weird but nice dress. But well I think its doesn’t look flattery on me.
We at some ah-ban food stall that taste deliciously. Surprise but yes. Think I need to do something to my expensive taste bud.

Von is determines in quitting school. Being the always practical me, I started bombarding questions. Am I being too practical or too much of a worried freak? I don’t know. But the world is so big out there. Going out alone unprepared seem too much of a risk to me. I need to make all preparation that’s within my capabilities. At least then I can die in the market without regret. Haha. It is a battlefield. We all need to sharpen & clean the swords. Nevertheless, we all lead a different lifestyle. However the roads may twist n turn differently for each and every one of us, I still hope that we will all do well in future.

Going for ktv tml. I’m missing it. The last time I went was after my last paper. It’s more of like venting anger session than singing session. Haha. But it’s fun & the screaming and yelling sensations are good.

Thinking of what outfit to wear. I need something simple as I’m doing my own laundry. Ahh…

Later..

2008-06-08T10:09:00.001+08:00

Results are out!!!!!

I’m very happy it. Of coz it’s not all HDs and there are others who did better than me, but I am contented. Ma is right, there is no need to make any comparison w anyone if u had put in your 110%. I did. For my law and accounting. I gave in all I could. Although there were days when I slack and did not study. But well it’s all I can bear. I’m happy there are “Hana Kimi” and “Hana Yogri” to accompany me :D Natkasu you’re the best!!!!

Results are as the following;

Commerical Law Cr
Prices & Markets Di
Management Accounting Hd
Business Statistic Hd

I’m happy with my results, but on the other hand there are some of them who didn’t do well. It’s sad when u know your friends had put in their best too, but didn’t get anything return. But well, its well known that you don’t get what you sow all the times, especially academically.
I know you guys will not give up and work even harder and for those who get excellent results, Yesh! Ma you also, I’m happy for you guys. Three cheers to our victory.

Went to watch “Sex and The City” yesterday. It’s damn nice. NY is really all about “Labels” and maybe “Love”. The clothes, shoes, bags are fabulous. I wish I do own some of the stuffs they had. The walk-in closet is a killer. I will die for that. But well of coz mine is going to be more dramatic and princessy Haha…

The friendship among the four women makes me cry. It’s really beautiful friendship. Ma watched it and treats me like that. Haha…It’s really hard to express all the meaningful scenes I’ve watched in words, when my English is down right horrible. Watch it & trust me, you’ll love it. Oh, don’t bring your bf along!!! That’s the warning…

So long, it’s time to start working….

2008-06-02T23:42:00.001+08:00

Waiting for exam results to be release. It’s scary. I’m really afraid that I’m not going to make it for Law. Hai…I do wish I would passed all of it. That’s all I aim.

Everyone is going on about how they have faith in me. It’s making me feeling even more anxious. The expectation, faith and belief are driving me nuts.

Met up with Mrs Shim on Sat. We went to watch “The Accuracy of Death”. It’s a nice movie. Usually Japanese films are categorized either as stupid or artistic. Well this time it neither nor. It’s a movie with deep meaning and unexpectedly makes one treasure every sec of their lives more. As the phrase goes “live life as if there is no tomorrow”.

The meeting is more or less the same. Did some shopping, gossiping, talked about our vision of fashion….

Met up w zm yesterday. Went to rent the vcd “tu min zao??” Ah I don’t know how to spell. It’s nice. Jin chen wu is very the shuai ok!!!! Plus there are lots of “jin diao” phrases. Hahaa…

After the show zm went home to rush on projects/ assignments. We’ll been meeting lesser & lesser these days. It’s really frustrating sometime how when he’s free, I’m busy & vice-versa. Urg…

Anyway I can’t stop thinking about my results. Hopefully everything will turn out fine. Shall continue when I got it…

Pray for me.

2008-05-31T23:22:00.004+08:00

Day 3

Went to Chinatown to buy pot for my real Ma. The place is smelly. After we got the pot we pretty much tried to see the stuffs abit here and there and left.

We head down to Big C, which is a supermarket. Had lunch at Canyon Black Coffee or something. Nice steak.

As Ma is filthy rich. She had lots of leftover money. So we are heading down to Platinum once again. Hoping that she can spend her every last dollar.
This time round I am damn poor. I was only left with afew thousands. Urg. Brought afew stuffs & I’m penniless.

We had dinner at Baiyoke and went to 82 Floor for the night view. Due to the rain, we didn’t get to spend much time up there.

Day 4

As usual we woke up around 8am and had been sleeping for around 10-11 hours. Haha. Now you can understand why we are willing to invest in a good hotel? Finally I managed to squeeze everything into my luggage. Phew¬ wouldn’t wan to carry too much bags with me

We went back to Centre World Plaza for Coca. It’s super delicious. The tom yam soup is especially yummy. We ordered lots of food and I even had my coconut drink. Haha. Even Ma was starting to feel better of her tummy ache. Yesh. She had tummy aches for consecutively 3 days.

After the heavy lunch, we went to the hotel mall. A mall that looks shabby & going to fall apart anytime. The first 3 levels were horrible. The ventilation was not on. It’s stuffy and the stuffs they are selling are super old school. But well, luckily we didn’t give up. The forth floor is amazing. Once again I found myself in a Far East like mall. There’s lot of unique local stores. Selling things that we didn’t see at Platinum & Chatuchak, most of the stuffs were tee. Once again, Ma brought like a dozen tees.

We went back to the hotel lounge to slack, totally defeated by the past few days continuous shopping. I had coke, which was served with a piece of lime. It’s nice.

We had a little chat with the bellboy before we left, sadly it’s not the cute one I had my eyes on the first day of the trip.

Then we head off to the airport, had a somewhat weird dinner, some incidents with a group of aunties and I reached home safely. .

2008-05-31T22:29:00.012+08:00

Day 2

We skipped the half-day tour. Figure that it will be a waste of time and there will be lots of hard selling, which I hate.

We had breakfast at the hotel. It's international style buffet. I wouldn't say its heaven taste but well its fine since it's complimentary.

Had some cheesy photos snapping in the hotel.

After that we went to Central World Plaza also known as World Trade Centre (I think). The purpose of the trip is to grab Naraya (only me). Hoho…There are 2 Naraya stores located over there. Hurray. I didn't buy a ton as I imagine.

It was not later that Ma had tummy ache. But well she is strong & we continue shopping. She also managed to buy afew things despite the pain. Nice Ma!

We had Mister Donut as snack before we went to Siam Paragon. It's there I saw Wonder Girls MV. They are really popular in BKK. Even Mrs Shim likes them. I wonder. Maybe I should out their song one fine day

We didn't get much on Day 2 as all the places we visited are pretty those high end stuffs. Prada, Chanel, T n Co….

We also went MBK. Erm…it's messy. I don't like it at all. Nothing fun about it. Brought a bag of fried banana and ate some Jap food and we head back to the hotel.

We went to the night market nearby. Brought a tee for my dad and that's it… Damn.

2008-05-31T21:47:00.011+08:00

Day 1

Woke up at 430am to get ready. Ma's dad came to fetch me at around 530am. The wind is blowing like hurricane and my house lift was spoilt. I have to carry the 5-7kg heavy luggage down 4 storey.

We set off to the Budget Terminal. It's small, shabby & looks pathetic. There are only a couple of shops (I'm not even sure if it duty-free).
We hung around the airport looking shag & tired. I also try out the new system of using thumbprint to enter/ exit from the gate, which is pretty cool.

The stewardesses were really amazing. The standard contrast with SIA is HUGE. The uniform basically consist of this ugly velvet grey like colour pant, a dark benign colour shirt and a tiger strip print cloth, which you can either tied it around the neck as scarf or tied it around your waist like belt. It's horrible.
Beside the outfit, the ongoing to BKK stewardesses don't sound like local. They speak broken English and there is even one w/o make up at all. Well, I thought these days we all know ladies with make up are a polite gesture of courteous, respect….
Apparently this rule doesn't apply to all.

The ride to BKK is smooth. The BKK airport looks alright. They have high technology devices like eye detector. According to Ma the airport is new. Anyway we waited for the airport transfer driver for quite a long time AND even had to resort to announce the travelling agency name at the information counter.

We reached Baiyoke Sky at around 10am (due to the time different). The bellboy is cute. The hotel is nice. The check in process is pretty fast & the staffs english is not too bad. We had Mac breakfast due to our hungriness. It's the first food store we came across.

After slacking for awhile we went off to Chatuchak by train. It's a hot & humid day. I had my cap on, sun block on, make up on, face spray in my bag, water bottle & map on my hand… trying hard to stay fair.

I'm amaze by the whole place. Chatuchak is like massive market that is maybe like 30x of our local market. There are different sections selling different things. The sections include clothes, accessories, pet, kitchenware, food…

I fall in love with the clothes there. It's unique. Stuffs you thought Platinum will have don't. So it is really satisfying after going through all the trouble to get there, squeeze yourself through the crowd and ended up all hot & sweaty. I've brought 4 pieces of clothes from there. They have the latest floral print that is all big in Mina & Non-no. And its stuffs you don't see in Bugis, Far East and even online shops.

Brought a few things.

After dropping our stuffs at the hotel, we head down to Platinum, which is kind of nearby to our hotel. A good 15mins walk away. On the way to there, we passed by lots of “lu bia tang”. Honestly the package is not there. The stuffs look dirty, old and ugly.

Platinum on the first look looks amazing, fabulous. Just like Far East. You guys know how crazy I am over some particular shops at Far East. It's not exactly like room but well there are definitely some cool looking stores available. We glanced through the place, while heading off to the food court. We had some Korean food that in my opinion tasted ok and had this weird fruit punch flavour ice blended, which is too too sweet.

After that we went off shopping again, but this time on second look the stuffs don't look as fabulous as the first look. We had derived that it's the hungriness that cause this problem. Brought nothing at Platinum during Day1.

2008-05-31T21:43:00.001+08:00

Am typing this in the office using word. Pathetic I know, but I’m dying from boredom. My surrounding is quiet like a dead town or rather a dead department. I have no internet access, even though there are phone cords present. Guess the privilege is not extend to anyone, everyone. Hai…

I had so far accomplished 1 PV, read the remaining half of Toyota Way 2001 booklet and just started on Sales & Marketing way of Toyota. Interesting?

Enough of ranting, it doesn’t change my circumstance an ounce better.
Zm is back from Vietnam. I have no idea which part he went, but well he’s back. He brought me a stone jewellery box. It’s red with benign colour butterflies craving. It looks antique in a way. Pretty. But I have no idea what to use it for. I have already 4 boxes of jewellery.
He also brought coffee (2kg), requested by my sis. Hope is taste alright. There’s a vanilla flavour one o_o & other exotic flavours. Haha…

Watched Prince Caspian yesterday. Its sneak preview & cost a nice $10 on a Wednesday night. Once again the movie ticket has some price changes. Think about 50 cents. The pricing is getting confusing.

But well I’m in love with C S Lewis, so I don’t mind spending the extra few bucks. The graphic is pretty decent. Storyline is stick quite closely to the book. The only change is I guess the part Prince Caspian & Queen Susan has a thing for each other. Hahaha. Not to forget, High King Peter looking absolutely HOT!!!!! All in all I’ll gave a 9/10 for this movie.

Went to buy heels for work. Short open toes heels. The super high heels are killing me. Mine endurance level for the pain is lesser. The aching has gone so bad that my feet “cong jin” during my sleep. Also, the funguses are not healing. Damn. I suspect its due to my love for cover shoes and also my forgetfulness of applying the Dr G.
So I have decided. I’m going to stop wearing cover shoes and am going to diligently apply the gel at least twice per day.

Anyway, I’ve brought a simple white satin short heel and is going to purchase this black satin heel I saw at URS. The classic black & white that are able to match any & every outfits.

Yesterday is quite an eventful day. I had suffered giddiness and was helped to rest at the Bedok MRT station staff room. Haha drama I know. I guess it is due to my low blood pressure. So it is true. I have “ping xue”. I even left through the back door, as it is nearer to my house. Amazing experience. Lucky today I am feeling alright. Have thought of applying MC, but it is only my first week of work. It wouldn’t look good for sure and I was told there is some evaluation tomorrow. Arg!

I have also yet to update about the BKK trip. Guess I can only do it when I’m home with the photos to refresh my memory of it.

2008-04-19T15:48:00.003+08:00

Officially been slacking for 3 days. Geez. i hope my brain is more afresh now.
Been watching drama days n nights. So homely right~ Haha...i suppose it is a good thing.

1) i'll get more rest
2) spend less money
3) can see shuai ges & mei nuis
4) observe their dressing, hairstyles etc

well...i'm so addicted that i'm watching abt estimate 11 epi each day. Habing headache these few days....erm....

Currenlty i'm watching hana kimi (jap version). Its so so so nice. A v different version from e tw version, which i find very drama. haha too drama. i've watched e manga & somehow its fix e jap version so much better. AND its follow e manga storyline more. Mayb becoz e story originated from jap too.

Went to did pedicure ytd. Its a shade of hot pink. Like e cybershot camera color~ bubble gum pink i'll call it. Look v candy n yummy. Hoho...
Havent received my hp yet, so no pics~

Visited e library too. Saw a book e boleyn inheritance. A continueous story from e other boleyn girl. I love e story. Its very classy & real. I guess somehow there must b some facts in e story. It seem too real to b not. Its about girls/ women fighting e attention for e king. Its e england version of jin zhi yu ye.

ok hana kimi epi 8 had loaded....later~

2008-04-17T16:22:00.004+08:00

I have so many unfinished stuffs to study.

I was reading this para from mgtm accouting , mgtm accountant shld provide only relevant information. This is crucial because time is wasted by mangers to study & analyse those information. Plus, overloading e mangers with too much information lead to poor analysising & decision making skills.

I couldnt agree more. I'm feeling overdose w information. SO SO much overdose. I dont kw hw my peers did it. Studying for hours. Stay focus & concentrated. Well i've improved. But somehow there is always more room for improvement. Urg!~

So i've decided. Today is a slacking day for me...till i feel better & ready to study again. As my saying alway goes~ it pointless to study till u can totally focus. Hee~

Btw i've changed my hairstyle. I'm sad. Alot of pplp said e old one is nicer. Its hurts~ ouch

Oh ya...my lousy 21st birthday phone, which my bf had paid $500 & now is worthless...is spoilt yet again. It has nv been fix since i forget when...

Well e samsung pplp called. Obviously, they are very reluctant to do e one for one exchange. Its somehow goes against w their principle of i don kw what. Mission statement? Anyway, but being a marketing student, i'm nice to the cutomer supporting team. The lady is a nice person. She said its really against their policy to do e one for one exchange. However, she offered to change e whole mechanism chip in my phone & change my casing to black, which wouldnt peel. Er...i don wan, i prefer silver much much more. So its essentially a one for one exchange, except e LCD & casing are old. AND, they gg to deliver it to my house cause its e third repair. Overall, i'm quite satifised w e arrangement. But if e phone failed again......i don kw~~

Exams r coming up. I'm sad. I cant finished studying & i'm lagging behind. And my grades suck. Sob...

I'm really so sick of studying. I'm gg to slack. I hate e pressure & i don wan to pressure myself. Thats it. I gave up.

I want to lead a happy & fruitful life. But not too much pressure.

Ytd went to shop at Bugis. Urg...its boring~

I brought nothing except my mina mag. Mayb i shld conserve my $$ for e bkk trip....

2008-04-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

Been a freaking long time since i've last blog.

drama life no more? haha...i guess its getting more drama than ever to write everything down in words? its just e lazy me kicking in~ as usual...

i'm gg bangkok. kinda excited! at least finally i'm able to step into this city that everyone seem to has been there before. its like e commoner country/ city to visit for singaporean.

well i had recieved lots of information. most of my close frens r shocked that i'm gg.

opening line:
"huh you gg. serious? why?"

guess bangkok doesnt has a very "ME" feel?
But well i had some very extreme differ opening line from pals i've just knew,

"Oh you gg. sure enjoy shopping there. gg to grab tons n tons of stuffs..."

which seriously silently everyday i'm praying that it is NOT gg to happen.

gg to stay at baiyoke sky, tallest building in bangkok. hopfully it worth what i had paid for...
sorta had planned our e schedules during e 4 days trip. just need to finalise somemore w e troublesome ma~~

ma~~ can u b more easy going? hahaha...i kw u're gg to come up w some nasty coments. STOP IT!!!!! haha

i have to stop shopping. i have to. i have to. i have to. i have to. i have to.

i've brought too much...as alway....
aftermath of shopping....feeling damn poor. but i alway repeating e cycle..urg
its like a business cycle...just my recession come in faster & occur frequently...

i must get a life~

2007-12-26T10:04:00.000+08:00

Christmas is O.V.E.R

But well let welcome the new year in........another 6 days...

Its has be a FAT christmas. I had the most christmas lunches & dinners in my life.
It has all been eating & eating & eating. I'm feeling fat. And I am fat. God!

Well, so lets talk about what up during my christmas. I swear I'm going to install my phone disk to my sister lappie. Its taking FOREVER for the monitor to arrive.

Met up numerous friends before christmas. Went to eat feasts as usual. I realise I had not given my review for these resturants & hotel. Went to Amara Hotel for lunch. I cant believe it. I'm back again there after a year. Its really bring back memories. I'm surprise to say. Its still nice. Nothing fancy but worth the price. Went to eat ajitei with ma. Its a really really last minute turn out. Its also nice. But kind of salty and sad to say the mango ice kacheng. Hai..its so tasteless.Or am I too muh of a sweet tooth? My company also treat me dinner, (hee the DND) at sentosa country club. Wohoo~ But the food is okok only. As usual. The more splendid its sound, the more disappointing it is.

The meeting with qj is postpone to 30th. I'm quite anticipate. Its been a long while since we last met.

Meet my ex-colleagues & friends on 24th. Went to vivo to shop, slack & eat (again). Haha...We went to Swensen. In the hope of eating something light, but ended up with fish & chip & passion fruit cooler. Urg. Not a very idea light meal we had in mind. Then for dinner we head up to Jurong Hill Top. Somewhere I've been dying to go to. Beside Damsel. Anyway, there this traditional japanese teppanyaki food. YUMMY. The salmon is delicious. Note: I'm not a fan of salmon, but I do like sashimi. Thank to someone. Ahem~
Actually plan some after drinking at damsel but well ended up at home watching vcd. Haha...And fall asleep at WHAT 11.30pm. And Christmas passed by in my midst of sleep T_T

I slept all the way to 11am. I'm a pig I know. And I nuah all the way till 4pm. Get dress up & everything & head out to meet zm. We went to eat....you dont believe it....YES Swensen again. I thot I'm going to die. Haha..I had my crayfish pasta (thats my intention of going swensen ytd, BUT the vivo branch dont serve its...Damn!) & a passion fruit ice blended. Haha...I'm a passion fruit lover. We went to shop shop, see see. After that....ta daaaaaaaa, we landed at ben & jerry. Had mix & match. 3 scoops of ice cream. Chunky monkey (their signature piece), vanilla (to cool off the sweetness) & chocolate therapy (dont u just love the name????) with lots & lots of rainbow & hot fudge. Its been a LONG LONG time since I last have ben & jerry ice cream. I miss it....After that we took bus 196 home. Which I think later after work I'm going to take. I'm stuck with this bus till I start work again. Hah...

Wow this is a super long post. I'm gg home & post up pics of myself. Promise~
Cant wait for new year.

PS: I think its my 1 yr anniversary of blogging. Cant believe it.

2007-12-24T11:29:00.000+08:00

Hai...my blog is DEAD~ I have to wait forever for my computer to be fix. First the CPU and now the MONITOR. What's next? And speaking of CPU. Do you know what does that mean??? 5 seconds of brainstorming everyone...............................

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AND ANSWER:

Central Pocessing Unit

And do you know the long term for LCD?

ANSWER:

Liquid Crystal Display

Well these are terms I had picked up during the gaming session @ Minds Cafe. My first experience of boarding gaming @ a cafe. Its pretty fun & there's lot of choices for games, drinks & food. Although personally I'll think theres nothing fancy about the drink & food. To a certain extend it can be consider lousy food :X

Must try game~ UGLY DOLL....Super high and fun game. Notes: Advantage if you have long, sharp nails.... :)

There is still NO PICS....Dull to the delay of getting a monitor. But soon soon soon. I cant stand my dry blog. Everyone complaining about the dryness. Hah..

Christmas is around the corner. In fact today is CHRISRMAS EVE!!!!!!!!
Feeling holy? Go to the church. They are having service at midnight.

Silent night~~~~~~~ Holy night~~~~~~~~

Yesterday went to KTV with ma @ marina square. We got the most OPEN room ever. Haha...Its has see through window to the shops around kbox. Scary huh. But well luckily its see through from our side ONLY. Haha...I sing horribling. Damn. Lose it for like 5x. I'm sorry ma~~~

2007-12-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

Results are officially OUT!!! Its still the same grades, nothing change. Although secretly deep down in our hearts, we are all praying for some GOOD miracles to happen...Well at least we are a bunch of optimistic kids. Hoho...

Weather had been gloomy for the past few weeks. Monsoon rain seasons. Heard Malaysia is flooding. The weather is really disrupting lots of activities. Its make one feel lazy AND sleepy. I had rent the "High School Musical 2" last sunday. Supposely to return it yesterday. But the heavy downpour, just make me want to go home asap. Hai...I'm owning them a fine of....i think...$1. All thank to my laziness. To make method worst, the show is only so-so. I'm so disappointed. The first one is really a classic. What happened?

Hai...I'm so depress. I'm sick~ Blaaaaa....
My throat is hurting. My back is aching. I cant move. N I'm not on MC. WTF... I dont get it...Y i even bring my ass to work? Y??? I'm desperate for $$ but not to this extend. Something is very wrong with me. The most fantastic part of all, its going to rain soon. AND i'm going off work in another 25mins. Urg...

Anyway to keep myself away from cold, I had a long sleeve top on w a shawl. Haha..Seriously, I look like i'm in north pole. Okay...its exaggerating but u get my point rt? Its a new & fresh look. I definiting look older. Even an uncle can spot a different in me. Hah...He goes like "u look different tdy...erm..." I hope he means it in a good way.

Oh ya before i forgot. My sushi is a success. Haha...Finally...after the nice to look at but taste horrible cupcakes experience. Its really does feel good when someone compliment your cooking skill....Going to cook even more delicious food >_<

ok gonna end here...my whole body hurt...Praying for 530 to hit in really soon....Tick-Tock, Tick-Tong, Tick-Tong~~

2007-12-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

The weekend just pass within a blink of eyes. Its hasnt been a very fruitful weekend. But its sure is a pleasant one. Been hanging out with a few close buddies. Slack around, shopping, watcing movie, chilling out...

Recently im addicited to mango freeze. Its like my antidote when i'm feeling low. The freezing sensation is nice~ And Subway. For once i think lettuce & cucumber are acceptable.

Been at work for abt 3 weeks. Its weird how one can transform & adapt to the environment you are situated at. From the what seem like yesterday first day at work. Looking all blur & puzzled by everything, to the today, i would just asked my parnter what craving she has now & went out to grab the food back. This is call adaptive ba. Somehow it seem less boring & painful now. I mean lunching in.

I had transform. Yes! Like a butterfly...haha..I have manage to cut down on shopping by ALOT. Of course I still LOVE shopping. This will never ever change, but it is true that one doesnt need 2 closets full of clothes. I had one filled up already & should just maintain it there. One or wo buy wouldnt hurt.

I also learnt to bake. Yes!!! I did...the cupcakes & more will be coming up. I'm trying out sushi over this weekend. Will upload pics~ I'm going to make cooking a twice per month routine. AND I'm gg to start exercising soon, as soon as I get myself a pair of decent running shoes.

Life seem much more interesting now. Its doesnt just evolve around shopping, looking attractive, having tons of clothing & accessoirs...Its really about feeling good about yourself, trying out new things and being happy. I hope I can fulfilled these sectors.

Right. Enough of my philosophy. Back to last weekend.

Friday,
Met up with YL. Finally, both our exam period are O.V.E.R (thinknig of the xiao zhu's phrase now!! hoho). Well, we had some bitchy abt everyone except us~ haha...
Also, preparing a detailed plan for Saturday outing. Of course we come up with nothing. Haha..

Saturday,
Met up with YL (again!) & Jes. Well, we had all change/ transform. Haha..Its been 2 yrs. Sometimes, I'm really scared. Jes was talking about how we are 21 years old already, its not like last time. We are ADULTS. This word is heavy. I'm afraid that everyone has been moving forward excep me. Of course I know I am moving forward. But at the back of my mind, I couldnt help but to think am I realy moving forward? I'm still like a kid, obsess with clothes, spending money w/o thinking?

Anyway, it is a very fun meeting. Although I doubt there will be a 2nd one any sooner. Haha

Sunday,

Watched enchanted. Its a SUPERB nice movie. Havent had such a great laugh for a long time. Hehe...Love the babes....Next on!!! 27 dresses!!!!!!!

2007-11-29T15:27:00.000+08:00

Went to bake "ai xin" cupcakes last weekend over at Jac's place. Well, its quite an experience. We started at 3pm & ended at 7pm. Outcome = 26 cupcakes. We had 3 flavours; chocolate, vanilla & mango....hoho...

Anyway the cupcakes suck. Haha...Too sweet. But well for a first-timer, I gave myself a score of 7/10. We even used icing to deco the cupcakes (see how thoughtful we are). Anyway, my next try is either cookies or sushi.

Been at work for 2 weeks~ Starting to get a hand of it, but its really quite tiring. My job scope is pretty wide (at least in my own opinion). Oh..by the way..I'm working as a temp recepitionist. My job includes answering calls, recieve, send & handling mails/ couriers, key in lots & lots of data, allocating company codes to mails (this is really suck!), control stationary etc....Is it overwhelming?

Anyway results are OUT!!!! Omg...totally unprepared by it ok~ Cause we were informed that results will be out on 5th Dec. BUT, our OGLs told us it will be out FIRST at RMIT webbie...Overall I'm pretty happy with my results. Had tried my very best. Hoping to get DI for Marketing, but life is always about never going ur way...

Been going out pretty often these few weeks. Back to my pre exam life. Hehe..I miss going to club, esp Jive talking (they rock!!). Its been awhile. Going this Friday. Yipee!~
Meeting YL & Jes this sat. Super duper looking forward to it. Havent plan my outfit yet...Headache~ i'm not going to be B1 & B2 with YL, its just a bloody joke.

I have fall in love with Cini Level 9 cosy room. Its simply just too relaxing. Although its doesnt has a fabulous sound system, great sofas, delicious looking snack bar, but its far better than cinema in a way. Its does has a plasma. Haha..and we could smuggle lots of nic goodies inside...

Been meeting the girls often lately. They are pretty fun. All I can say is they are really a bunch of people who "play hard & study hard!!!". Sometime I think I am becoming one of them too. Hopefully not too extreme. Been getting lots of "lighten up!" kind of remarks from my surrounding. Well...compare to them, I think I'm more than normal. Right???

This is really a long post. Guess been away for too long...
My blog is getting soooooooo dead. In need of uploading pics...Going to do soooo once I have time..Pardon me pls~~~

2007-11-14T15:40:00.000+08:00

Finally there's lots of time for posting~ Day 1 @ work......GOING MAD!!!!!!

The company is at Concourse (in case u dont kw, its at beach road). I don know why i landed myself at this wulu place. Its a good 10-15 mins walk from the mrt station. Hai~~ I can only console myself that its to try a new environment, plus i could save lots of money. As there abosolutly nothing to shop here. NOTHING!!!

Job scope.

I'm working as a receptionist. Answer calls, do some adminstrative works, stare at the computer the whole day and hope 5.30 comes by soon.....
I have took a damn sad pic of myself, shall upload it later....

Feeling aibt dress up & stupid to even attemp to dress up. I swear Singapore is really facing aging population. This place is dull, boring w plentiful of old pplp....Theres no music. Just my keybord taping sound...Isn't it scary???? i'm playing at the computer the whole day, wonder if i will get sack any sooner. Hope not....

The chalet was fun. Better than i thot. Although i ended up washing the toilet, cleaning the place as it too dirty & carrying lots of things....i feel MANLY...haha...

The food is really nice, thx to Jaclyn's dad...there king prawns, squids, pork chops, chicken chops, crab sticks, hot dogs, stingays, garlic breads, salad, marshmallows.....etc...yummy!!!
we had some drinks too, altho not v shiok.... but better than nthing...

shall update more later....yawn

2007-10-28T17:55:00.002+08:00

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow.You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

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2007-10-28T17:55:00.001+08:00

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2007-10-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

Its seem like a zillion years had past. I hate school life....its just too miserable.

Life isnt good for me. So many things had happened. It just seem that when your luck are low, its only get even lower. Hai~

Its the exam period now....i guess 2 hell weeks had past. I had been studying and studying. There is really THIS MUCH of things for you to absord everyday. Everyday is a new learning day. This is getting really depressing.

I cried the other day, sort of because of school. YA, I KNOW...I'm a fucking drama queen, but i just cant help it. Its really IS getting emotional you know.

I had been studying SO HARD. NEVER, EVER in my life. I had put in ALOT of effort in my project. 2 sleepless nights just to get the project in order. I expect a credit minmum, but no...it's just a passed. Give me back my beauty sleep..Urg....i can never get HD for my marketing ow. NO MORE...its impossible~ AND i'm a marketing student. Life just cant get any better.

To make my day even brighter, i get sort of crash at my accounting paper. Its a 3 hrs paper and i get OVER CONFIDENT. Thinking there more than enough time to complete the paper. No...i rush through the paper in the end. WHY? Cause I waste a blooody hell lots of time for the front questions. I feel stupid. I am stupid....

My ma isnt helping much. We been loggerheads ever since I'm born. The argument just get more n more heaty, pissed each time. My stress level has reach the limit. That why i snap.

Relationship is a disaster. I hope my raining days are over...cant wait for the sunshine...

PS: I have not start studying.... :(

I wan to be a happy person. AND one that dont give a damn to everything...Possible?

2007-09-30T10:19:00.000+08:00

Woke up @ 7.30 am today & my student cancelled tuition. Ma de. Cant he just told me earlier? I had officially lost my 2 hrs of beauty sleep. Cause I had some caffein beforehand & my sleep worms are totally gone. Hai~ He is my customer. Ok. I will REN!!!

Went to YS's birthday bbq ytd. Its quite a blast. Saw lots of sec school pplp, which all I could barely recognized. I must said pplp really change, just whether its for the good or bad. Haha. Its pretty sad. My supposely sec school hunks had all somehow turn wrong in a way or another. Or is it just the botak heads I cant stand nor sit?? Erm....

I'll actually didnt want to go, cause I'm an anti-social. Hate all those fake smile & "hey, how are you?" kinds of lines. Its really fake and like some kind of soap opera that had gone wrong (ok I kw...I'm a marketer. Should be FRIENDLY). Ok anyway, I'm really glad that I could share the happy moment with YS on her big day. It really has this very special magical feeling. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN SHAN!!!!!!!!! Haha...In case you are reading the post. Hoho...

The bbq actually past within an eye blink. Mayb becoz I had HS & SY with me ard. We are really 3 drama queens (in our own way each). Haha... Its really interesting~ I cant wait for the K~~~~~I wanna sing Ai mei!!!!

Went to midnight k with YL. Its mad. We actually do it, when both of us have early tuitions the next day & w sooo many fucking chapters of notes havent study. But its FUN. Finally, YL got to sing her Ai mei. Haha....Ai mei is really a song that suit alot of pplp to sing...hahaha

Ok shall end here......will post up pics when I had recieved it from the bday girl~~~

2007-09-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

Recently life has been studying, studying & studying.....

Marketing test is coming up, my students examsss are also coming up, my loves one bday are also coming up...Hai...Hectic, hectic & hectic...

Been meeting up with YL to study for these past few days. Its pretty much productive. Had got down about 4 chapters. We went to many places. Tampinese library, Coffee bean & we even sneaked in to TP library. Haha...

I look super haggle now. V dark eye circles... Very shag...

Some evidents...

At Tampinese library 10am...

At Coffee Bean 5pm.

Tdy at TP....Its been soooo long~ I miss school....

During lecture again....

2007-09-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

I feel stupid....I couldnt believe it. I almost cry.... WHY?

The story goes like this...

I had project meeting @ one of the gal house. After that we went to Pasir Ris to have dinner.
The gal was driving & decided to give us a lift back home to the nearest MRT station - Pasir Ris.
There 3 of us are in the car, beside the driver. One of the gal went home, another went to take a cab.

Feeling drained after 5 hrs of tuitions I decided to take a cab home too. Just when I had this thought, the other 2 guys told the gal to let them alight here. Stunned!!!! So, I'll decided to alight too, cause the MRT station is really not on her way.

I'm stuck @ that fucking place for like an hour waiting for a cab. I'll really feel helpless & wanna cry. That place is soooooo dark & deserted. The bus stop has no one around. There's no passer-by. @_@ I'm sooooo alone.

After what seem like a long time, I'll decided to go search for the taxi booking no & called a cab. The fucking operator is soooo MEAN. Keep pressing me for the blk no., when I already told him the street no. AND there is no blk nearby. And he started to get impatient, telling me HOW he is just trying to help. Urggggg. Soooooo, I have to walk to the nearest one & figure out what is the blk no. Ended up I saw a cab. Phew~

Scary right. I think I could get kidnapped & nobody know. I'm NOT being dramatic ok!

Marketing test is coming up. 5th Oct. I feel sucky again. 300 pgs of marketing to study *roll eyes. Philip Kotler is mad!!!!! How he even write these out????

Marketing Project is pretty much a disaster. There's pretty much disagreements, almost leading to fights le....

You really could see a person pattern when it come to doing project together. Well, constantly reminding myself to be a team worker...Haha...Hope I am.

Life is all about tuiting, studying, going out, onlining...BORING...

My birthday celebrationsss had passed. I'm really happy & glad that I had decided not to throw a party. I had received lots of loves & presents from my loves one. Thanks guys......Love you all to bites~~~~

2007-09-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

Time now is 9.48pm.

Slipping my cappucino & hoping that it will last me till 3am. Not more, not less. Had my econ test today. Pretty satisfy with the outcome 28/30. BUT, a/c test is coming up next!!!! AND the best thing is I had only touched 3 chapters, which now I could bearly remember. W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L.

Hai~ I'm not use to studying still. I must say I had nv put in this much effort in my life before(although its still not alot). Well, who say RMIT is easy. Its still a Bachelor program you know!!!

I have just realise studying @ coffee cafe is really different. Tried that yesterday & its actually quite relaxing. Slipping in Iced Vanilla, takes in the sweetness & calm my nerves from all the notes burying me. Thanks to Mrs Shim from acc me to study!

Well, as you can see...I'm so stressed up that I ended up gg clubbing last Friday with the intention of getting HIGH!!!!

I'll tried self-pic...BUT too drunk to maintain any nice composure. Okay the pics are taking a bloody long time to load...Update next time!

2007-09-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

Continue of TW trip....Day 2 went to tour visiting...

Went to Chen Shi Kai Memorial Hall...Beautiful garden~

Jiu Feng famous fishballs. Yummy~ Very Q!!!!

@ this exibition hall which I forget the name (sorry~ very windy)

Woke up @ 10am...Miss hotel breakfast. Yummy cheese & ham sandwich...

Shilin passion fruit ice blended. Oh I love this!!!!!!! Look @ my messy hair. Hectic shopping~

Went back to hotel~ Super tired pose~~~

@ the train. Oop we had sit @ the eldery sit....

@ the new cable car....with my sunglasses. The temperature is 42.8. Its crazy...

ZOOO!!!! very cute poster right~

Charge my battery @ Starbuck....Mocha~~

@ ZOOO with the nice nice ice cream to cool myself down.

Yu Ren Ma Tong....very windy & hot~!

@ the Yu Ren Ma Tong cafe cooling off as usual (I had spent big bucks on cafes man~~~)

Going onboard of the yatch for a tour ard Yu Ren Ma Tong~

@ cafe....Last day @ Taipei..Looking all sad~

@ Yu Ren Ma Tong cafe...Look @ the oldschool deco...Its nice~~

2007-09-03T18:59:00.000+08:00

Pics for my TW trips finally out!!!!!!

Breakfast beside hotel cafe. Its nice~~~~Milk tea is very delicious....

Korean food. Its very traditional korean food, something different you wouldnt ever get in SG.

Shilin ye she food. Famous XXXL chicken chop, spicy dumpling, dan dan mian & stinky tofu. The XXXL chicken chop is a MUST TRY~~

Starbuck @ Taipei. Its a 3 storey level cafe. Nice mocha~ Mister Donut. Yummy~~~~

MACDONALD!!!!! Similar as here. Something cool is the corn soup & they don have chilli sauce. Hoho~~~

Xi Men Ding pasta soup!!!! The pasta SUCK big time. But the soups (tomatoe & cream of chicken) & drink (peach soda & hot tea) are nice. Pasta Mania pricing~

Zoo pian dang~ Very feng fu right!!!! The tofu is delicious~~

Yu Ren Ma Tong cafe. Its a beautiful place. Aftermath of it, I look like a fucking villager (super tanned). Passion fruit ice blended & raspberry tea. Cooling~

Brought @ some mall & you guess what~ 7-11. Yes. Its yummy. Piecakes (chocolate & fruit). Sushi (some fish & black pepper chicken). Drinks (Papaya milk, ok its a myth. Doesnt help @ all, Chocolate milk)

The last night I spent @ Taipei T_T. Went to the cafe near the hotel. Yummy cakes (chocolate & fruit cakes) & drinks (tea & hot chocolate). Its very cheap!!!! You cant believe the price. Less then SG$20 & the place looks very high class.

Stuffs I brought @ TW. Woohoo~~~

Esprit bag (which I realise here also have. duhz)T

Temple fus (Longsha Xi)

Make up (only have it in TW & Japan)

Mango necklace (for my sis, which here also has it...double duhz)

Shisedole shampoo

Green tea (special request from Cyn)

3 make up pouches (2 Hello Kitty & one misc brand...haha)

Hello Kitty Mirror....

Continue of shopping spree @ TW

Lesportsac travelling bag (fake one -___-)

Feng Huan Jian (very expensive but quite effective)

Skin food masks, nail polish & eyeliner

Cloth shoes (very cool!!!!)

Vienne Westwood bag

Handphone pouch

Lots of accessoirs from Shilin

Monkey mirror (very cute)

Bear accessoirs

Continue of shopping spree @ TW

Nine west bag for my ma (its fucking expensive & she doesnt appreciate it...sad~)

2 dresses from Xi Men Ding (very cute)

Continue of shopping spree @ TW

Mass buy @ Shilin (2 tops & a dress) very lucky everything fix as there is a no trying policy!

A tee from Mango (which again here also has it. Damn!)

Continue of shopping spree @ TW

Clothes & accessoirs from Xi Meng Ding~~~

Continue of shopping spree @ TW

T-shirts for ZM from esprit (finally something I cant find it here)

Dress from Wu Fen Pu (dont really suit me leh...hai)

Continue of shopping spree @ TW

Brought @ Mirama shopping centre. Its very fun there.

Very expensive~~~~ My last day of shopping items

Continue of shopping spree @ TW
Clogs from Wu Fen Pu (cute yellow color)

Lots of make up again!!!!!

Eye shield (very cute right.....)

2007-08-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

Did the test and I cant believe it I'm more stupid than YL. And seriously I pend on quite long for some questions.....The test is not very accurate at all!!!! Haha~

You can try it out @ http://www.testriffic.com/iq/

Recently its all abt night life & gaming. Very tired. Almost everyday reach home after 12~ And I've be going out, going out & going out......If not going out, it gaming & gaming. Finally I had completed the Sally Salon game. Its really cute. Have not done much studying (not hard to tell right) & tests are coming up next next week. SHIT!!!!!! I hate school...

Just did my body scrubing, mask & now my manicure. Feeling all clean & sparky. Haha....

Went to celebrate Jamie's birthday on friday. Had some boring dinner with Intertek pplp. Hai..Its really suck. The UNCLES ordered some really "NICE" weird BONY food. They totally forget about me!!! I have my braces on for heaven sake~ Duhz....The dinner ended up with the four uncles finished almost everything. FYI, there is like a total of about 8 dishes.

After that we went to Party World. From my opinion its pretty fun. Although I think those uncles are like boring to dead. Haahaa... As usual I didnt sing much. COZ I cant sing w/o audio. I'll try & people just stared at me & asked me to stop singing. How nice right~

As usual drank some alcohol. Then went home lo................Oh ya...Had my first kiss with a girl. I had gave Jamie my virgin girl to girl kiss....haha..Shall upload the pics once I have received it from them.

Oh ya....Hurray I had brought my birthday dresses & now I'm missing out a nice clutch to match ALL of my dresses. AND surprisingly, YL has been eyeing a nice clutch for me (cause she known I'm lack of one). How nice~~~~

Going to pose my TW trips photos on my next post. Remb to check it out!!!!

2007-08-13T09:24:00.000+08:00

Here's my post....FINALLY~

I've been trying to get my hands on the TW photos, but well Mrs Shim aka MSLP is very busy lately. Soon...Sooon...

Recently life is just abt ktving, ktving & more ktving....Neither am I a good singer nor joining the singing club anymore. So y soooo ktving???? Haha...I guess YL n me have too much feeling bottling up ever now & then. Ma...its fucking getting emotional again? Haha....My post is entertaining right???

Evidents of my ktving~

@ Marina Sq Kbox

@ Party world. Its still smoking altho there a "This is a non-smoking permise."

So Monday, Wednesday & Friday I have classes. And usually (mostly) afterclass I have programs...Y? Cause my fren has no fren (Ma~ Its U!!!! Don doubt.), my bf is lovesick (haha), Mrs Shim (trying my best to slot her in. I think its the other way round), Uni frens (very enthu~ LOTS of programms are drawn up & none of it regarding to projects...). Obviously, there's only like 7 days per week, 24 hrs per days. Time isnt enough!

To make matter worst...I'm hook to online games. Gone are the days I laughed @ YL from playing cake mania. Hai.....I'm playing diner dash by the way. Old game but FUN!!!!! Next game shall be roller coaster. HOHO~~~~

So to sum up my activities = ZERO time for study. DAMN!!!! 5 topics had gone for all my individual subjects. Alot of self studying to be done & not done. Projects. I had done some reading and it doesnt make me feel anymore better. Cause I understand no shit. Urg.....This is sch life~~~~

I'm also addicted to caffine. Coffee. I have a glass of it almost everyday to keep me awake. T_T Its bad for skin. But no choice. I cant do much w/o a cup of it these days......Sound OLDDDDDD~~~

@ Coffee club. Look @ my tired face but the dress is newly brought~~~

Been watching alot of movies lately too. Rush hour 3 (funny but not much plot), some strangers title movie (suck TOTALLLY...its one of those thinking kind of movie. DONT WATCH!) and the next one gonna be seceret!!! Its the movie of the month. Everybody is talkin abt it.

My birthday is hitting in too. Sorry no party & bash. Its gonna be just like other years. Spend time with my loves one. But still I am pretty excited. Need to get some decent dresses & get my hair done too. Ma~~~ I need shopping...AND I dont spend like there no tml.... Its just mayb about $200 on my anna sui......Hai...I'm mad..

National day outing~ Took @ train after being stared by a guy...haha

Celebrating YL's BDAY @ Indochine. Nice ambient. Ma~ you look great!!!!

Oh ya...went to DXO @ esplanade...BORING but rather cheap alcohol (i think).

Dinner @ new york new york with my ex-colleagues

2007-08-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today is Miss Ong Yee Ling 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Well...enjoyable day at kbox to sing our hearts OUT~ Nice dinner & drinks at Indochine. Yummy...Although I'm having a terrible stomache now....Its should be my own stomach problem.

The big 21 year old finally hit in. Feel kinda old & at the same time a "Finally I'm an adult!" feeling. Although mine is still a month plus away...

School is boring. Not really alot of lessons...but this week is pack till Sat. Stupid. Ok...Shall sign off now... Need plenty of rest...

Shall update more tml...

2007-07-13T08:56:00.000+08:00

Ok so many things to update....

meet up with my Uni frens. We went to village @ Heeren. Ok, not bad. But I had a heavy lunch sooo kinda bloated. I'm sooo fat now. All the lunch treats. Erm... Anyway, after that we head down to coffee bean. N the girls ordered cakes. For once I pass. Haha. Can you imagine how bloated I am!!!!! Then about 9pm, we head down to Party World. I just knew it. I sang a few songs. Very out of tune. And I'm like "the girl who is joining the singing club.". They all think I will be great @_@ YUP! Just great.
There also afew professional singers. Bernard, Francis & Felix. All guys...haha. Stayed until about 11.30pm & hop a cab home with the eastlanders.

Ok, this is really interesting. The taxi driver is super attitude lao ah beng taxi driver.
He stopped the cab at the bus lane AND his carpet is like those restaurant lookalike red carpet. Very grand. And I think he must have out 4 speakers at his cab. Hes playing this suepr hokkien songs really loudly @_@ until its like clubbing. My heartbeat is following the song beat. Then, we asked him to lower down the volume, he likes fuck care us. Lower down by a bit. Hai~ I listened to hokkien version of lao shu ai da mi....

Slept at 1am. I'm a disaster today. Everything is sooooo lovely~

2007-07-10T15:27:00.001+08:00

I'm so bore. Super ORD mood......Erm been slacking the whole day. Dont know what is my problem. Just have those butterflies in my stomach feeling. Stand also not, sit also not. Sleep also not, do work also not...I'm crazy~

Tdy have 2 tuitions. Have been slacking for so long (no tuition), that the thot of it make me tired. yawn....Now my tuitions are all back to full scale. Its suck greatly...But for the seek of $$, I will "REN"!!!!

Friday would be my last day at work. Wow...Its feel great. Finally off these shits. But yet at the same time..feel a bit lost. I guess i'm really use to & adapt to this kind of live. Gonna miss the long lunches with my colleagues.

Another point to look forward to is mt TW trip..Finally its ard the corner~ Next Monday..hurray..Cant wait for it!!! but I havent packed my bags~

A stupid incident that happened over the weekend. I cant believe it. I called Singtel to apply the pay-as-you-roam plan (cause i'm going to tw). THEN, I got rejected. Cause I'm not 21 yrs old. @_@ YES!!! I feel so small at the moment. Its sooo stupid. Its like asking for parent signature when you are going for an excursion. Duhz...So...I'll tried using SMS & online to apply for it. Well, obivously Singtel is not stupid. Its doesnt work. Erm....So I have to drag my mother to TM to fix the thing up for me. And treat her dinner...haha...

OK..shall end here & continue soon.....

2007-07-02T09:11:00.000+08:00

SUPER long time nv blog le~~~ Duhz....

Went to RMIT orientation. Its quite fun, but the duration is too long. 9am - 7.30pm. Crazy right. AND we played stupid gameSS. There even a passing seaweed using your mouth game. @_@

Anyway, its great that I decide to go for the orientation. The group has mingle well & the people is all seriously fun & onz. Haha...Its the first time I hang out with such a big group of people. Abit not use to it. As, I am the ANTI-SOCIAL ger. Ok I know, nobody gonna believe it again.

The news is true. SIM has lots of chiobus. Not a myth. The gers are all pretty, fashionable, stylish. They make up, follow closely to the lastest trend. Feel kinda shallow during the orientation. As...well...Don know what get into my head. I decide to turn up in my most sporty outfit. A single, short, tied up hair with NO make up. Its such a wrong choice. I look damn shag.

We have a coffee bean outing soon. Shall see what gonna happened......

Just come back from chalet. 3 days, 2 night. Its not VERY fun....but I totally enjoy myself. the food is nice. We played mahjong & cards. Drinks alot. Basically just these. Sound boring I know, but what do you expect. Not some cheesy games again ba. We are with a bunch of uncles ok. Haha....There lots of alcohol available that day. Jaime & I drank like nobody business. Clear quite a fair bit of alcohol. HOHO!!! I cant drink again for a while. Toooooo tired. The alcohol aftermath not very good~~Feel old, dull, shag.......In short UGLY!!!!!!!!
Went to K also. Sang until 2am then check back in to the chalet. Then the house kinna short circuit...haha with Jamie half bathing. Damn eventful.......

Ok shall mark off here & continue again~

2007-06-20T10:14:00.000+08:00

Cocktail party links with beautiful setting, glamour, blit blit, cocktail dresses, heels clicking, suave gentlemen...

In reality, or at least the one I'm organising is about homely & fine setting, causal wear, sandles, rich uncles....Hai...

All the excitment is gone. Those I'm in the limelight thoughts had somehow evaporated long ago. All I'm task to do currently is just compiling list, compiling list & compiling list, with short notice. Urg..I'm also the RSVP. Duhz~ In other word, all the dirty jobs fall to myself. Damn...
Well I really feel that I'm fully untilising myself. As cyn said: Squeeze out even the last bit. Haha...I can only physco myself that my resume is going to look wonderful with all the tasks I am assigned. I am going to list out every single one. I believe it can fill up to one page. Maybe.

Anyway enough of the whining & yaking. I just got myself a new spec. Its pink. Yes. I know sibei act cute~ haha.. my degree has got up too. 800 & 700, think laser operation is one of my main concern now. I'm just so much of a money spender. I'm going blind soon.....Sob~

ok gonna log off~

2007-06-18T09:40:00.000+08:00

Obnoxious Monday. Its not really Monday blue.

I hate taking the MRT in the morning, esp during weekdays. Its alway packed!!!! Ok, afterall its a public transport. You cant expect much. But just one thing I don get it. The ventilation & air-con. Not trying to be drama, BUT at times (most of the times), I feel suffocated. Lack of breathe, shortage of breathe whatever. Its crazy~ Cant the MRT guy just increase the air-con volume by a little?

Another thing to note. My bag. Its really fucking heavy. @_@

Things content inside:

1) Umbrealla (light weight)
2) Water bottle(0.5L)
3) Storybook
4) A big pouch (contains all my stuffs)
5) Wallet
6) Hp
7) Tissue
8) mp3

Its not alot right? But well my shoulder feels like its getting dislocated anytime soon. -__-^

Luck is running low at my side. Damn. I'm busy. Ever see a person soooo busy even during her ORD????

I'm in a committee for organising this up coming cocktail party for my current company. AND being the assistant assistant, I'm doing every shit things you can imagine. Its all fun & "great opportunity" to learnt. But its tedious & just more logistics stuffs for me to do (beside the tw trip, although its fully settle. But I cant really feel that its settle. Weird I know.) Then, there is the handover things. Which I'm really quite worry and dont know where to start.

BESIDE all these......don't forget I'm a tuition monster. Hoilday is ending, which mean my tuition is gg back to full scale soon!!!! There also alot of appointment to be make. Hair, pedicure, facial...

Lastly, school. Urg...

Isnt my life great?

2007-06-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

Finally the tw trip thingy are all settled. Hurray~ ^o^

Its on the 16th July and I cant wait to pack my little bag & rush down there (although I doubt its gonna be a small bag.) OK..I know I sound like a madwoman, BUT I have already planned out my outfits. You know....just in case there is any last min buy. Which I believe its gonna to happen... Preparation for this trip is really crazy. We just buy &amp; buy & buy & seriously I don know for what. Its just cant stop. You go like "Oh...I'm gonna need this." or what "Oh, I don have this." Haha..It even come to a point when the shopper is trying to convince herself thats it ok to buy. "You know this is gg to come in handy. I don wan to spend any more $$, BUT THIS IS A NEED!" *roll eyes
Well...who cares. Its not everyday you get to get out of Singapore.

I have new inspiration for life AGAIN. Yes, one of nonsense philosophy. Well, since now its the school hoilday & all my lazy bum ass students aint interested in haveing tuitions. I'm left all alone & bore. Of course there are alway things to do. Like watching vcds (6 more?), shopping, catching movies, chill out, sleep (seriously lacking of it, my current least priority in a way), clean away stuffs...etc.. But the above sound sooo unimportant & meaningless. Its not very fullfilling kind of things right..?

So, here come YL saying "Ma~~~ Let go running!!!" With me replying "Izzit because of 200 pounds beauty??" Haha.. Anyway I need the exercise.

I'm feeling cranky & cracking recently. AND WHAT..I'm 21, although I look like 25-28 (SICK!!! maybe its due to lag of exercise.)

AND I want to put a stop to vulgarity. YES~ I wan to be a demure girl. A princess...HOHO...

2007-06-05T16:09:00.000+08:00

As promise here my sentosa trip pics~

Playing volleyball~ I'm trying to see where is gonna go. Obviously~ Jamie is going to pass to~

Getting ready~

AND MISS!!! Damn -__-^

Getting shy about showing the bikini~ My first experience~

And suddenly...I'm shy girl no more??? Just get over it~ Its damn hot. look how black I have become in just awhile. There's really nthing much to show~

Self pic~ This is take #4....

In the sea~ The water is very salty....Look at the blazing sun. Finally, we are in bikinis -___-^

Self pic again~ Taken by Jamie.

Self pic once again! taken by ME!!!! Nice right. I have long hand too.

Down at Marche vivo. All of us look shag. Taken by Cyn, who is trying to be funny.

Last pic of the day with Marche cards~

2007-06-04T09:42:00.000+08:00

Went to zouk last wednesday. The crowd is crazy. There is soooooo many people outside & inside the place. I even had a hard time catching a cab & get my ass down there. Just becoz its a PH eve. Even on call line is busy. Duh~

But well....when I'm through with the hassle & I'm down there..its actually fun. The songs are nice. Its not those remix techno or trance music you get at powerhouse & Clinic. Its real song. Retro~ People sing along with the song & dancing to it. AND once the alcohol kicks in, you're enjoyed yourself even more. Hours pass & its seem like only secs. Oh ya, & there all these funny move to each phrase of the songs. Quite spectacular~

The crowd there is younger too. Saw afew cuties & hunks. Erm...Cynthia already having her claws out~ Haha..There will definetely be a next outing to there.

We had arrived. Or more of like Cynthia & me had just arrived. At our table having a few drinks~

At the dance floor!!!! Crampping a space for our "abit high" pic.

Another pic at the dance floor. Suspect its the later part of the day. Too many photo taking sessions~

Friday is KTV $10 day at Chinatown. Erm...the service suck!!!! The waitress has an attitude man~ The songs system suck too. You cant go back to your previous page. The only way is to press main menu & you start all over again. Isnt its great?

We sang for 2.5 hrs. Most of the time I'm laughing & screaming. Haha siao already~ Mayb cause I'm not in the singing mood. AND my singing suck too!!! I'm not gg back there to sing again. The additional $10 for better service is worthy.

Yesterday went to Sentosa with the same khakis AGAIN...Haha...We all admit its crazy we see each other 5 days per week for abt 9 hrs. AND we're still seeing each other EXTRA more after work. Guess we really "enjoy" each other accompany.

We took the Sentosa train. Its real slow~ They say its for you to enjoy the beautiful sceneries. Well, I don know~ We alight at the beach station & went to the Siloso beach. The sun is blazing & we walked till the end of the beach. Trying to find a good spot to camp around. When we finally found it, I'm already sweating like a pig -__-^

After laying around & rubbing on more sunblock, we hit the beach with a start of a volleyball game. Its more of like playing volleyball game to them & picking up volleyball game for me. I really suck at ball game. Once again, its confirm I aint athletic girl~ Haha. To make it even more worst..I broke my slippers. Yes, ladies & gentlemen...Once again, one of my stuffs broke. Its the Havaianas slippers. BUT..well its fix. No worry~

Then, I stripped & show my bikini. My 1st time. Well..kinda shy, cause theres really nthing much to show. Haha...Anyway, when the pics are here...will post~

2007-05-28T11:13:00.000+08:00

Ya hoooooo~ I wanna be a pirate~ Ok, once again I'm being inspire by a show. Needless to say, its the blockbuster: "Pirates of the Carribean 3". Watched it yesterday & I'll just love it, love it, love it...It is my favourite movie. The storyline just capture your attention from the very start. Although I know theres a continue episode... BUT whos care~ As long as its nice, NOT dragging....Thats all its matter. Its too soon to end it at 3. Definetely~

I love Keira Knightley's accent. Its sound sexy~ The way she pronunce "Elizabeth"...Its just so wooo...To me she's not really those drop dead gorgeous type. BUT, she comes across as someone who has strong character & charisma~ Plus her tanned is nice!!!!

Captain Jack Sparrow~ My favourtie favourite favourite....He is so full of spirit & energy~ He's cute in a very distinctive way ^o^ Loves his wit jokes & how he can make everything anything sound & look sooo funny~ He's definetely my kind of guy~

Will Turner...Well doesnt capture my attention very much from episode 1-2. BUT 3 hell ya! Especially the last part. OMG he is really SHUAI!!!! Really~ very~

Above all some how or rather sum up why its is a MUST WATCH movie...haha..hope so~

Anyway, Mr ZM says he adores my hair~ Well can you believe it!!! That piece of wood fnally said something darling~ Hehe...He's said its look cute *beam
Yesterday outing is fun!!! Its been sooo long since we last seen a movie together. PLUS, I finally had my popcorn. A big bag & I finished everything @_@ Deprived from it for too long.
Brought a big bag of stuffs. Maybe its the GSS, cause I didnt plan for any.

Oh ya...the UniSIM accepts me also. Its weird, cause they will like kinda harsh during the interview. "I wonder do you know one of the criteral is to be 21 yrs old?" (Cause I'm not.) Then up come the next sentence: "Even IF we enrolled you in, you wouldnt be in the July class. It will be the Jan 08 one~" Well & wtf, they place me under July 07. They must be desperate~

2007-05-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

Define "Style". A particular kind, sort, or type, as with reference to form, appearance, or character.

Types of style:

1) Fashion chics
2) Fashion victims
3) Copycats

Types of appearance:

1) Pretty
2) Natural
3) Cute
4) Average
5) Ugly...

Types of character:

1) Mature
2) Sexy
3) Fun loving
4) Feminine
5) Outgoing...

So many different type of people in this world. So, which catergory do you belong to?

Well, I can say I'm under fashion chic (in my own opinion). Its doesnt mean I'm fashionable, I wear nice clothes. To me its mean being different, being unique~ Mostly important being YOU~ Your style and yeahI And that's classify you under FashionChic. No bashing guys....hahaha...I am a Fashion Chic right? Very unique style~ Rarely has clothes bump~ *nod head...ok you can also call me the Freak next door~

Poud to say my friends all have individual style...

YL: The casual babe. Tee style. Her favourite. But recently she has add in a touch of feminine to herself. She starts to experiment hersef with accessoirs & blouse @_@ MA~~~~~ ni zhang da le.....

Mrs Shim: Haha...nothing more I can. My always onz shopping kakis. She is definetely one who dare to try out new stuffs. Same as me~ An attention seeker, accessoirs freak, shopperholic.~
Well, we are the trying hard & trying too hard gals....WHAT~ well as least we dare to try~

Yvonne: Sexy mature diva queen. Wor~ She is a shopperholic. Very~ A high heel shoes freak. Be ware~ the heels can kill~

Sze Yan: The sweet- the girl next door. Always a lovely gal I know. Soft spoken & gentle (so opp of me T_T, super great contrast). I love the dolly blouse on you the last time we met. Its soo cute. And sis~ How do you get cute perky eyelashes???? I wan to have it too~

Yin Shan: The Ah Lian~ haha...not just me, BUT you too~ Dyed hair~ Spag black top~ Tight jean~ Long necklace....Very clubber right? Hehe....Just joking....Love the necklace. The Ah Lian but with soft spoken voice & is gentle. Nothing like me....Hai~

Hui Shan: The da jie~ Another casual babe~ But pplp now sooooo different. Cut cute fringe. Lots of act cute pose & self pic. A Cam whore~~~~~

Haha...guys do i describe you all correctly? Erm...information is base on my poor observation...

2007-05-24T10:50:00.000+08:00

Its Thursday~ Closing up to weekend...Hurray~ Have been slacking much this week. Love the laziness that is sinking into me. It's been soooo long since my last lazy weekend.

Imagining.....waking up late on saturday. Float around the house and get ready your beach outfit. Goes down to the pasir ris beach(less people) & find a cool shaded spot. Erm...not forgetting the picnic basket, which is loaded with tasty sandwiches (looking right out from subway). Yummy~ Then with my cute hat & sunglasses, I'm reading & eating my lunch. Ahhhhhh...I so wanna this kind of lifestyle. Should definitely do it...

Tie up my hair today. Haha~ Sick of my straight ghostly flat hair. People should do some changes to themselves once in a while. Right? And its soooo Summer now, althought I heard its Spring. Aint too sure about season, esp when one is leaving in country like Singapore.

I'm so happy that I'm going back to school. I miss poly life~ Athough I know i'm anti-social, didnt socialize much, didnt went to chalet much, didnt join in activites, didnt join in cca...whatever...I'm still like this. STILL~ But I miss the school life feeling. Studying~ Upgrading yourself, tying your hair (er not anymore, coz i'm out from science), eating those disgusting cafeteria food, visiting the bookshop...all these. ...

I cant wait to get a new pencil case with cool stationery, oh and files~

2007-05-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

"for fuck" my favourite & self invented verb (?)~ Don't you think its rythme so well & really bring out the "what is this for" feel...erm...
Its the best next in line of "lame", "hao lame" & "sibei lame"~ ok basically its all the same thing...

Went out with YL yesterday. And had been msning with her for the past few days. We been using that verb for god sake knows how many times. Haha...its really funny. NOW, thank to her, I have to add in my favourite little "f" letter in almost every sentence. How graceful I must have sound. ..

Yesterday shopping is HORRIBLE~ I have never been so tired in my life. The last tiring shopping trip was dont know howl ong ago. We met at 2.20pm. Went to Bekerinz & had our lunch cum dinner. Thanks to YL treats. its yummy, coz I don need to fork out a single cent~ We should do this more!!! Dont you think so??? i know you are reading my blog...

Then its down to hell~ We went to taka, heeren, isetan wisma, numerous guess outlets (just becoz theres a fucking sale~), isetan scotts & YL herself to TM...& FOR FUCK? For a fucking wallet....

Conclusion~ She brought nothing, NOTHING~ haha i know you are going to sey me~
& we are meeting on sat & next wed. Duhz~

And yes~ i'll get into uni, SIM. Hoho..finally i can wave goodbye to boring office work & say hi to exciting school life~ woo hoo~

2007-05-16T09:49:00.000+08:00

Been going out for these few weeks. FINALLY~ the tuitions have some how comes to an end...Phew~

Recently been doing some extreme things.

1) taking neoprints (3x)
2) excessive shopping
3) buying dramas (finding finding)
4) watching dramas
5) sleep less then 6 hrs everyday

Haha~ time is never enough. I have lots of dramas on hand. Guess I borrow too much~ Oop
But recently theres sooooo many great dramas (i think). AND sooo many of them NOT OUT! This is shit~ Sg is really such an outdated place...

Neoprints. Well, just get a new haircut, of course wanna all the evidence of it (while its still fresh & nice). My hp camera is really LOUSY and my contract is not going to end that soon. Digital camera is kinda ex & I'm lazy to find & lent how to operate it. BUT, I am gg to get one soon. So, the next alternative....NEOPRINT. Its has lots of effects. Theres all these lighting, which make you appear fairer. There this dreamy kind of feel also. Make everything look flawless. AND...it has sliming effect too! Aint its GREAT? Totally worth $10-$11. PLUS!!!! You can alway find another neoprint freak to split the cost~ ^o^

Another headache. MEET UP! When I'm busy (due to all the tuitions), the whole world seem so free~ And I have to rush here & there. Trying to meet up. Sweat~ Then now I'm FREE~ But everybody else is BUSY!!!! T_T.....its ok~ I still have my vcds & dvds~ nvm nvm

SHOPPING!!!! Finally....Havent been buying things for 2 weeks. I think~ And now i have gone crazy yet again. Brought lots of clothes~ Hehe...Yup and some nails art stuff. Need MORE nail polishs too........

Watched 28 weeks. Kinda borin, not really very scary. Am expecting more suddenly appear scenes. But there aint many, only once or twice. Haha...I still think Dawn of Dead is better, scarier, more gore n everything~
Theres soooo many nice movies coming out...I cant wait to watch it!!!!

1) Priate of the Caribbean
2) Sherk 3
3) Fantastic 4
4) Bridge to Terabithia (no time to watch this leh)

I wanna catch all~~~~~

2007-05-11T11:09:00.000+08:00

Update, Update~

Comments about my new hairstyle:

Old
Ghostly
Bullet?
Cute
Fun
Jap

Well anyway...one shouldnt care much about the others comment. As the saying goes~ only the unconfident ones will mind and be bother by others...

Tomorrow going shopping & Sunday too....I cant wait for it. Its seem like a zillion years had past and I havent get anything. Definetely not true but just has this strong feeling....

Sunday also going K...haha..I'm so gonna sing my da dong's songs..er I mean fahrenhite..."Ai dao~ Ai dao~ " and lots more. YL please bear with me this XMM. I cant help it really...Esp now I'm watching the KO one drama~ Wohooo..He is just so charming, cute, funny, beach boy....

OKOK....and now the exciting moment has come~~~~~~~My child pics

A pic of them together~

Credit: rainbow123 @ soompi

2007-05-07T13:43:00.000+08:00

Checklist(s)

1) Review of movie - Retribution:

Long

SUCK!

Boring

Artistic (cause I understand nothing!!!)

Stupid

2) Review of movie - Spiderman 3

Long

Not bad

Nice graphics

Nice dance moves

Hunk

3) Review of new hairstyle

Dolly

Black

Cute

Thin

4) Review of similarity between ugly Betty & me

Braces

Dolly hairstyle

Plastic frame

Pic for my new hairstyle~

2007-05-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

Recently, life has become more fruitful, tense, educational & very adulthood.
In short, life become like an adult!

I wish I could be a happy-go-lucky person. Be stupid. Be immature. Not say I'm not, but I wish I could be more of those above~

I have plan my life till the age 28~ Its crazy, I know. But well the mps do say we have to plan at least 5 years ahead for Singapore. AND I do not believe its just 5 years.

Although with all the planning, life is still so insecure & fragile. You can never plan everything. I feel incomplete in a way. I'm going to fill in with more programs. I giving up on the dancing class. I DO NOT WANT TO!!!! Butwell my back is really giving me a hard time. The hunch back is very stiff & sorta PERMANENT there already. Damn. I'm going to sign up for yoga class first & maybe dance class later on. I need to have a soft body first anyway~ Yup & not forgetting my korea language class.

Yesterday was talking to my bf & I really then realise my our life or else everybody life is sooo pack. I havent been talking to my bf on the phone for about 2 weeks. Not just him, my friends too. Its just sms & some breif conversation. I'm too tired for a chat. Really. usually I just slump myself to bed & watch vcd(s). Lucky I have a few dramas on hand. Phew~

I havent been going out much & shopping is really become so tiring for me (I cant believe it!) Its impossible~ Haha.. Anyway, my bf is also going to stay in for one week again this month. He's also going to China T_T We cant meet liao~

Going to end now. Post my child pic soon~

2007-04-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

Went to the metro sale yesterday. Its a chaos~ Women can be really scary. Its pretty packed although the sale is only open for card members. We even have to quene to get the products. Seriously~ Just imagine how long the cashiers quene will be like. I brought a no. of cosmetics. I'll get the new anna sui mascara. The salegirl promises me I will have this DRAMATIC eyelashes after using it. I definitely hope so as it cost me $42 per tube & I brought TWO -___- Cant wait to try it out. Woo hoo~ Then I brought this shiseido eye shadow for $62 (I dont know what i'm thinking) & a good body srcub for $78 (this is really good). Yup & thats all.

After I went home I packed my room. At around 12am. Pretty scary huh. My sister was so shocked when she saw what I am doing. Haha..Well my room is really messy & I cant wait till Sunday to do the packing. So while waiting for my hair to dry, I did a little packing...and shifting..
Its really much neater & spacious. But this results in me having only 5 hrs of sleep.

My cousin gets into NTU areospace. Smart right. I feel really stupid. Almost everyone around me get into NTU. Its making me feeling bloody stress & stupid. Hai~ Its not my fault that I didnt put in effort in my study. I just never like it. I really hope I'll get into RMIT, if not i can really go & bang myself to the wall.

I'm looking forward to Saturday. I need my beauty sleep pretty badly. Been having a 5 hrs sleep everyday this week. My face looks like shit. If you dont believe, please go & consult Ms YL. She will be more than heappy to tell you my current condition...

Knocking off~~~~ Shall continue another day..Happy weekend everybody ^o^

2007-04-25T14:21:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhhhh....yesterday went to Tampinese Mall. Even there also can buy alot of thingS -___-^

I'm SICK!!! Haha..Anyway I brought 2 photo albums from Precious Thots. Its nice and you can write memo & comments beside the photos. Isn't it fun?

I'm totally going to set aside my Sunday to wrap up my room. My things are overflowing and my magzines are collecting dusts. I have sooo many things laying around. Erm...Although my things as compare to my sis is nothing. Shes like a gara guni man~ I dont understand why you keep things that you would be using it. Especially when its all her NOTES~ Like you will ever go dig it out & refer~ Duhz

I just realise I have about 10 nail polishs...Hoho..zm cant stand & sit anymore. He just roll his eyes when I brought even more nail polish. There soo many nice colors out there to capture my heart. Cant help it right~

I've watched the 200 pounds beauty. Its nice. The girl is really pretty & natural looking. I wonder does she did plastic surgey before? I would like to do an eyes job.

This Thursday is meeting YL because its the Metro sale~ GERS grab your shopping bags & race down there. Hoho.. Theres so many things to get. Hai~ Spend money again. Theres also Guess sale. What wrongs huh?? Everywhere is having sales...

OK...more update about Friday night. Requested by YL~ She wants all the JUICY detailS!!!We ordered a vokda bottle & mixed with cranberry. SUCK!!! The cranberry gave me a headach. Too sweet or what~ But still I had about 5-6 glasses I think...

Next somebody ordered in total 3 jugs of whiskey dry or what....NICE!!! Had another a few glasses. We went over to dragonfly. My first time there. Nice songs~ Its NORMAL songs not remix. I hate remix...It sound like a mass & I dont know how to shake my ass with this kind of songs. Although I doubt I could shake my ass with any proper music also...Haha...
Then theres the live performances by alot of people, I only know Sly. Its was ok I guess,, nothing fancy for me & sound like the 7 month festival concert :X

My colleague caught 1 guy checking me out & thats about it. Ok saw 1 uncle dancing his soul out...haha..Shaking all over the place.
After about 40 mins I think we went back to powerhouse....Had more drink and hit the dance floor. Weird remix music...My another colleague bring over a guy she just get to know. And after awhile the guys friends came over & joined in. Basically snatching a table & seatS from us -___-

Chatted with them awhile. One of them even offered me his drank beer, with about 1/4 leftover o_o YUCK!!!! Cant he just buys me a fresh mug??? He even offered me cigeratte. We had tequlia shot & after soo many drinks I'm bloody hell HIGH!!! Hit the dance floor for awhile & we called it off a night (1 of them is puking & the other having a headache)...So basically its a lonely night with us entertaining ourselves. BUT, its still FUN!!!! I enjoy my own accompany...haha..But its still sad that nobody approach me..Must be unattractive~

A pic to show you guys how bloody shag I am....I think too much drinks~ No wonder nobody approach me...Hoho ^o^

2007-04-23T09:17:00.000+08:00

Erm...currently teaching a sec 1 student and guess what! He is from Damai Sec...0_0
Well I will classify him under those popular guy. For one thing, he is in softball. The ever popular guy cca and win overall championship ever year. Another thing, I must admit he is quite cute looking.

So, the other day I was teaching him and he started all the "Cher, how to do this huh?", "Cher, I know I know! It like this right.", "Cher, what you laughing huh?", "Cher~~~~~~" I was like rolling my eyes the whole time. Its the secondary Cher fever? Haha...

And yesterday we were chatting at msn. He asked me "Cher, you got stead anot huh?", then "Cher, who jio de?" -____-^^^ Stead!! Haha..So I was asking him bsck. He said he had no stead and then after said "Wow, Cher you really believe ah." Seriously...kids~~~~
But well its fun and I feel younger. Back to being a teenager I guess. Its entetaining in some way I guess.

Yesterday, intended to go shopping with Mrs Shim, but she's down with rashes. Poor babe. So ended up going out with zm. Too tired to go shopping also and landed at his house. Slack the whole damn day. Download my videos....haha..FINALLY!!! Had some serious laughters for 2 straight hours. Its really been soooooo long since I downloaded something. Hehe...Hai..Watching my Junsu & Yoochun makes my hear flutter~

My update on Friday night. FUN!!! Lots of nice drinks~ ^o^

2007-04-19T09:15:00.000+08:00

Finally its THURSDAY...no more tuitions~

Yesterday was reading this nice fanfic: "God of Seoul High School", featuring DBSK, Yoon Eun Hye, Kim Tae Hee, Boa, Bae Sun Gi etc....Basically just those HOT celebs in Korea. Its really a very fairytale style kind of plot. The guys are rich, charming, tall etc and the gers are rich, pretty, devilish figure etc. Its very predictable right~ Haha...

This remind me of what Mrs Shim had said to me before. "Well...I have grown out of these fairytale DBSK fanfic. Its just make them sound & look like gods, which is sooooo unrealistic. I dont read featuring DBSK fanfics anymore" -_____-^ ..I agree at times the plot is stupid and very unrealistic. BUT, we should alway leave room for some imagination. I love fairytale story. I'm a dreamer. I love all these glam, pink, white, fluffy, lacy, princessy stuffs.

I dont understand why, but when never I read this kind of story its make me feel fluffy. Theres butterflies in my stomach & theres this tickerlish feeling. I'm just too engross. I alway is. Whether its watching movies, singing songs or reading.

NOW I'm soooo in love with my hubby, fling & bf...hoho ^-^

Theres Kim Junsu ~ sweet & angelic, BUT can shake the ass well guy

Park Yoochun ~ the mystery & symtimathe, BUT once he smiles, its light up the whole world guy

Kim Jaejoog ~ the prefect bf, nice, caring & he can COOKS!!!

Can you guess who is who?

2007-04-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

Feeling tired & restless. It is now 11.00am....still have about 1 hr to lunch break -__-^

Yesterday had my first lesson with my new sec 3 ger. She's an ah lian, but seem nice enough. From Geylang Methodist. It is a good school right? Stress~ Shall see how its goooo~

Meeting zm on Thurs, dont know do what shit also. Then, Friday going St James. Hope it will be one hell fun ^o^ I havent visit the dance floor yet. I think this is my last trip. Need to xiu yang abit.....I'm too addicted to drinking. Stupid zm even suggest we open a bottle of red wine & drink at home -_____-

Saturday going for SUPPER....I'm super fat now. All thank to my big appetite. I just cant stop eating & YL is planning a ben & jerry trip....How can I resist sia~
Sunday....meeting Mrs Shim FINALLYYY~ It seem that I havent see her for yearS. She told she is also feeling tired. The night shift is draining her out. I wonder will we look like " the haggard twin" on Sunday. Haha....

We are going to settle the Taiwan trip thingy. Hopefully, it can be settle once & for all. I hate logistic stuffs. This seem to grow into one. After that we are going to catch a movie. Its sooo long since we've watched a movie together (even longer with YL I know, but you are not interested wat). Anyway, we are gonig to catch nija turtle. Haha...YESH! Finally....this is like my all time favourite cartoon. Just bring back memories, how I am being labelled "wu gu" by everybody. Fuck rt....Haha...I have a sad childhood memory. I think we are going to take neoprint also. Just a hunch. Its been a while anyway. Hoho

Wow I cant stand nor sit of my hair anymore. Its getting more & more rebellious. Its going all over the place. I'm thinking of trying out NEW look. But I'm really scare. I think all of you know my NEW look always turn out looking disastrous. I just cant go through another one AND I know for sure sooo many of you out there is not going to make my life easier IF I get a horrible haircut. I have more enemies than friends. Or what? Only true friend speaks the truth? -___-^

Ah ya~
My shopping update (I'm a goner, I buy too much)

1) Magazine (my every month donation)

2) Short (went to collect my top & HAPPEN to see this short. Well, I do need an extra one for my trip)

3) Tube (strongly recommend~ It good for A size people. Its HOLD there...know what I mean rt~)

4) Masks (there a promo at basic beauty. No harm trying it out)

5) Conditioner (use it ytd, not bad! Its shiseido.)

6) Havaianas~ (I have pathetic no. of slipper. Only 2. Need a COMFY one for my trip & anyway
on Sunday I'm wearing this 3 inches heels. Its killing me, so I have to grab something to change. hahaha. One of the saleman is cute. But all of them have the typically beach boy look~ I wonder~)

Basically its just these. Nothing much. YL also for a change brought something or rather I physco her to buy? Haha...She brought this cute little white heels. VERY suitable for wedding function~ Wait till I physco her even more. The next one will be to get the dolly haircut with me...HAHA....cant wait for it rt~

2007-04-16T09:43:00.001+08:00

testing

2007-04-14T19:05:00.000+08:00

Recently have been stuffing myself with food. Shit. I think I am getting fatter & fatter.
Die liao la~

Take for example, I just had my dinner. Self cook. Yes.....haha Its nice, chicken soup~
After that I had ice-cream, potato chips & can drink o_o

Tml gg out with YL...FINALLY~ I miss gg out...its really been a while ^o^
Will update my shopping trip~

2007-04-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

I have a new nickname for myself....Tuition Monster~

I alway give people nicknames~ its not that I love it, BUT I'm rather creative at this kind of thing~ Nothing to be proud of, of course.

Now it my own turn. Tuition Monster~ Originated base on the fact that I have soooooo many tuitions & students on hand and because I am scary!

My status: Mean, nasty, ah lian teacher
My students: Total of 3 currently, 2 new one to come~

Student no. 1:

Level: Sec 5 (NA)
Sex: Male
Character: Polite, plesant, fun
Subject scope: E.math & Combine sci (phy & chem)
Study: Poor. Lack of "smart" studying knowledge.

Student no. 2:

Level: Sec 3 (Express)
Sex: Female
Character: Crazy, talkative, funny
Subject scope: English, E.math & Combine sci (phy & chem)
Study: Poor. Lazy, LAzy, LAZy, LAZY!!!!

Student no. 3:

Level: Sec 2 (Express)
Sex: Male
Character: Impatient, impolite, nasty, short temper, childish
Subject scope: English, math & sci
Study: Fluctuate. Depend on mood.

I hate tuitioning. Honestly. I hate kids. They are just a bunch of noisy monkeys reborn or what. That why I choose upper secondary kids. I thought they will at least have some basic human behaviour. But I think I think too much (referring to Student no. 3).

I might as well stay as an old witch, rather than getting married and give birth to this kind of child. Especially looking back at how I behave when I'm 14, I have huge potential. Haha~

My schedule is now ever MORE pack. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday & Sunday = Tuition(s). Freak right. But well for the seek of $$$.....I must strive, work harder.

My to get list is also growing longer & longer~ I really dont understand why I have soo much things to get. I'm just a freaking shopperholic~

I'm working hard & spending hard. At the end of the day, I really achieve nothing. Just like what my mother has told me before. I, myself also dont understand why I am pushing myself till this stage. Its seem so miserable. Is it for a better future? Who can gurantee that? Is it true that if you work hard, you will get pay? Does it you get a degree, a master, a PhD & you will earn big $$? Who knows? Who can forsee?

I know nothing drop from the sky. Just like there is no free lunch in the world. Theres a price for everything & anything (not just in term of $$). I guess life is just a BIG question mark?? Nobody knows what is going to happen next. NOBODY~

But I believe one should remains hopeful. Theres always hopes. Be happy. Tell ourselves this is going to be over soon. Soon~ (learn from YL' s mom). After that everything will be fine. At times, we really do need to physco ourselves to make us feel better.

Aims. We need it to feel the sense of achievements. To feel that you FINALLY get something done. That your life is not just a meaningless one. I hate the aimless feeling. What next? Such a big Q. I wonder have I have make myself productive for this past few months. I have join the work force for nearly 1 yr. What have I learn? Have I grow?

I hope I do.

There are sooo many Qs that I want to find out the answers~
I hope I could simplify my mind.

2007-04-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

Came across this from hs's blog. Hehe~ Its seem so FUN!!!

This is a game calls You.Can.Only.Type.ONE.Word.

1. Where is your cell phone?
:x table

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife?
:x home

3. Your hair?
:x fizzy

4. Your mother?
:x nagging

5. Your father?
:x nagging

6. Your favorite thing?
:x shopping

7. Your dream last night?
:x none

8. Your favorite drink?
:x passionfruit

9. Your dream car?
:x none

10. The room you are in?
:x livingroom

11. Your ex?
:x SUCK!

12. Your fear?
:x broke

13. What do you want to be in 10 years
:x boss

14. Who did you hang out with last night?
:x alone

15. What you're not?
:x nice

16. Muffins?
:x chocolatechip

17. One of your wish list items?
:x KIMJUNSU~

19. The last thing you did?
:x 300 -____

20. What are you wearing?
:x pj

21. Your tv?
:x on

22. Your pet?
:x none

23. Your computer?
:x philips

24. Your life?
:x sweet

25. Your mood?
:x happy

27. What are you thinking about right now?
:x blogging?

28. Your car?
:x none

29. Your work?
:x sian

30. Summer?
:x everyday

31. Your relationship status?
:x attached

32. Your favorite color?
:x white

33. When is the last time you laughed?
:x NOW!

34. Last time you cried?
:x forgot

35. School?
:x none

haha...do try it out guys. You could get a hand of your life status~

2007-04-08T13:07:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging for a long long time.

Firstly, my computer is back alive once again. But, its slow~ I don know. Think its still abit mental.

Thurs, did my dental & UniSIM interview. The interview suck big time.
Theres actually 2 critierias, 1) 21 yrs old & above, 2) At least 2 yrs working experience. Stupid right. I fulfill neither. So, the interviewer told me she is going to place me under the Jan 08 intake & in the mean time I could take up a course to two, just to get a taste of marketing. And when I finally enroll in, I will be exempted for those courses I had took. So, it the same as in I get in at the Aug07 intake. -_______-
Anyway about 80% of the interviewees are uncles & aunties. Hai~ I dont think I'm really keen in getting in this. I hope RMIT will approve my application.

Dental trip is sad also. The cute dentist told me straight that my braces cant be done by 1 yrs. But 1.5 yrs should not be a problem. Imagine if I never request of the faster pace kind of braces treatment!! I think it will take 2 yrs. Hai. Its now extremely painful & he added in this spring, which look fucking disgusting. But everyone promise me they couldnt see it much. They told me its not that obvious~ Hai

Actually, wanna post on sat night. But the blogger page just cant be load. Saturday is my beauty night. Did my manicure with the new nail polish. Its another so-so job. Then had my legs & hands shaved. Scrub my body and done up my mask. Hehe. Its good to pamper or rather clean up yourself once in a while.

Yesterday went to Orchard with zm. Its been such a LONG time since I last step into there. Even the saleger commented that. I am fucking broke. Honestly. But I feel tired & stress lately. I think the tuitions are really tiring me out. So, I decide to fuck care everything & just BUY!!!!
I brought a new pair of shoes. Damn high. 4 bottles of nail polish. 1 dress. 1 top. 1 tube. 1 necklace. Intending to buy a pair of slipper as well. Crazy right. Kinna say by Mrs Shim & zm already. Duhz~

After my crazy shopping~ went to zm's fren birthday chalet. Well, all I can say is that guy is sure RICH!!! Haha. The party itself costs 3k. Haha. He booked 5 rooms, a buffet, hired 2 chefs & even on call cabs for 3 hrs or what. Well, I think its quite fun la~ At times kinda boring, but bo bian~ Since zm asked me to go. Its not like I have much choice. Reach home at 2.30am & wake up at 6am.

Rush to Malaysia. I really cant remember the last time I had step in. Haha..Just its really have been a while. I have those back to hometown feeling. Weird.
Anyway, we didnt stay in or wat. Just went to clean up my grandparents's graves for about 2 hrs. Its so hot & humid. I feel like I have darker by 2 shades. -____-

Tml, I'm on leave. Thank god. I'm super tired with only that few mere hours of sleep. Going to catch a movie tml. Cant remb the last time I had catch a movie. Live after all is still not bad ^o^

2007-04-05T08:56:00.000+08:00

Had been complain by SOMEONE about my short posts recently. AND she had a even shorter post than me -______- !!!

Anyway, I am currently still on the same book. AND I cant help but ponder about this thing.
The narrator, in a week had 2 hot guys approaching her. -____- Honestly. Is this really just FICTION, or in real life such things really DO happened?? It sure didnt happen to me once at all~~~

Recently, I had gone abit nuts. At times, I even resolute to ask myself "Is this me?". I feel snappy. Really I could myself snapping into two anytime. I feel tired too. And this week is consider a "light" week already. Am I getting old?

Everybody life is sooo pack. Take for an example, YL is now busy STUDYING non-stop. Like a non-stop hits!!! Haha..I cant imagine studying that much. How it feel like? But bo bian for her la~ Is either she does it or FAIL. So aja aja FIGHTING!!!!!

Mrs Shim is also BUSY. This week is her crazy shift schedule week. Can you imagine, she is soooooo busy until our next meet up is schedule on 20th Apr.Thats like 2 weeks later.

My boyfriend. He is forever busy, whether in NS or not. I dont understand & know what he is busy with...but he just is.

My sister. She is on OT for consecutively 1 month+I think this explain itself why she is so busy.

Ok now ME. I am busy too. Whether its before 5.30pm or after. But I have no mood to work recently. Really like NO MOOD. I hope I can leave the company SOON. Its pretty boring & dry, except for the gossiping sessions. And after work, either rush to my tuitions or go out or go home. I guess I can sum up as I am busy earning moneySS. Haha...I hate this kind of life. Its suck!!! Mayb that why I have go crazy~

Today I am on half day leave. Hurray~~~~~~~BUT I have this stupid UniSIM interview, which I have not prepare a single shit. I guess I am hoping my impromptu skill would improve greatly hopefully by then. Aish~~

2007-04-03T13:58:00.000+08:00

OK~ Singtel FINALLY called me back. I'm sort of like in a lost. Maybe because now I feel much appease. So, they are coming down to fix my phone line. Nothing is going to be done to my computer connection. Cause it is really not in their job scope. AND THATS ALL!!!! STUPID!!!

2007-04-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

Is now reading this storybook call, Adventure of a Salsa Goddness. It had this phase who I find it pretty interesting.

Quote "They say a never-married woman over forty has a better chance of winning a million-dollar lottery than getting married."

I find this utterly sexist. I mean whats wrong with woman/ women over 40 and not married? What about man/ men? Cheez~

2007-04-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

Some people said I look like ugly Betty. Finally, just happened to catch the pic. Its honestly ugly....I look nothing like her ok~ Duhz...

Feeling tired. My back is aching and I have endless things to do. Yesterday, just redo my manicure. Its is ok, abit plain. Feel like getting afew bottles of nail polish. Been into mani & pedicure recently. Its fun.

Feel like my stuffs are stocking up. Its pack, regardless its my drawers, wardrodes, tables, shelves, jewellery box....^o^ Hehe...Think I better stop stocking up for awhile.

Next week is a busy, sooooo many tuitions sia~ The stupid students all push to next week. Hai...I'm dead....

2007-03-31T15:55:00.000+08:00

Was going to post yesterday, but feel at feel lost.

So anyway on Thursday, Mr ZM came over to my house. We had a long chat and I'm really glad that we had one. We came to a resolve at alot of matters. I feel the understand between us grow. It really true that building a relationship is difficult. I agree. At times, it really tiring. There always this other person you have to sort of take care at the back of my mind.

But of course there is always 2 sides to everything, including relationship. There's pros & cons and there's also different roles. In my opinion, the pros should always outwit the cons. If not, this means there is sure some amiss in your relationship. I feel the most important in one is happiness. Sad to say, my relationship previously is not a two-sided happy one, BUT I'm proud to say NOW its a happy one.

So, its really my bless to come across Mr ZM. I'm really sorry that I am always the taker, but I cant help to enjoy this privileges. ^o^

Been not doing much recently. Just slacking & slacking. I had finished reading a fanfic, The Summer House. Its really a complex story, with lots of hidden meaning and emotions.

Apart from that erm....being trying to solve my connection problem. FINALLY, got the disc from the technician. BUT, its still doesnt wory or rather I dont know how its work. Hai~

Met up with P, C, C's fren (sorry I really cant remember her name) & Mrs Shim yesterday first. We went to nydc and chatted for a long time. Lots of goosips~ Hoho...
Went to Clinic later. It was kinda fun in my point of view. Afterall, it is my first time experience going clubbing with Mrs Shim & YL. We had some really SICK drink. I think vodka mix with juice or coke. After that we have a few other free drinks, like dont know what pop and lime. Its slightly better. The environment is nice, with the BIG chandelier and nice sofa cushion seats. BUT, the place is VERY SMOKY. Its make me choke on my own breathe. I cant really breathe and the eyes are growing VERY watery. Haha. We went to the dance floor. My first time and so do Mrs Shim & YL. Basically, we are just shaking. Goofying around. Its was hilarious. We had all sort of moves. Jogging style, sian sway, trying to be high dance, raise your hands kind, shake your ass.....

We had a few drinks, but its not high. After that went to Mac to eat. Yummy. I was really hungry at that moment. Then, Mrs Shim came over to my house. We were damn tried lo~ Stayed up till 6.15am. Haha. Watched some DBSK videos, read some magazines & surf the net.

Think thats all for now. Hungry again...haha

Oh ya before I forget~ I guess once again I pass off as loud, siao, 38, ah lian in other people's eyes. Man~ why does my first impression always become like this. On the other hand, J has comments like shes pretty....Honestly.....-________-

2007-03-29T12:58:00.000+08:00

This post is going to be very violent, hostile and pissed. Please dont go on if you have a weak heart.

I am on mc for 2 days and this time I am going to use it for good. Rest and rest and rest.

I hate Singtel. Their standard has drop vastly in my opinion. Just finished writing a 1.5 pg long of complain letter to them. I really cant stand it any longer. The stupid MIO plan left with a poor phone line that doesnt stop buzzing and with lots of echoes and NO internet connection for my deskstop. This means no downloding. I have been missing out from lots of things. It fu*king stupid. AND I'm stuck using my sister laptop, which is not user friendly at all and she only has PATHETIC programmes.

I dont know and dont care if the stupid complain letter works. It just has too or not I will write in till it works. I went through sooooooo many hassel and ended up with what. NOTHING and even minus off my connection. Urgggggggg.......................So people I strongly suggest you all DONT ever think of applying the MIO plan. Its ruin your life. Like mine now.

Just called my bf and TRIED to complain to him. He fu*king dont care. AS USUAL. I dont care if he is in ns or he is busy or what. He is always like this. Minding his own business and dont give me a damn. I know he read my blog. SO HE BETTER THIS PART AND TAKE NOTE!!!! All I need is a listening ear and he cant even be one for 5 minutes? Whatever~

To make my sour mood even more sour, I found out that I have freckles around my face. AND it will spread, darker and be fu*king obvious. Great. The only cure? Buy a $200 anti-freckles shit which is only pathetic 60ml OR buy a $35 anti-freckles shit which is 3ml OR just fu*king dont care your face and let it spread and get darker. Its not like I have much choice and seriously I am fu*king broke if I brought it. I cant just let it be right. I am afterall the Queen of the vain. I swear I am going to live on grass and tree barks for my remaining days. Isn't this just sound fascinating.
Anyway schedule my facial tomorrow. Since I have to get it done, better get it done quick and try to get over it.

Since this morning received lots of phone call and sms. My boss called and asked me about work. Duhz...make me freaking sian and I cant recalled the things she is asking me. So my revenage is to absent myself from work tomorrow too. Then my bf asked me how am I. Told him I'm on mc and he LAUGH. I think he is mad. His gf is sick and he laugh. Physco. AND then I have to sms the stupid internet guy to check if he is free to meet up. He asked me to go over to Toa Payoh or Bishan. He must think I'm freaking eng lo. NB...

THEN UniSIM called me for an interview. LAU...Why isnt it RMIT? Totally sian. Need to apply for leave. Dont even know how I should prepare myself. Its an informal interview, so I guess I should just go with my guts ba. Dont think there is anything much I can do also.

So, up till now I am so freaking busy. Havent even sleep and rest. Been doing this and that. My mother also keeps questioning me. Why you alway sick? Why you want to buy the $2oo product? So you think your face is more important than your health? Can you just stop buying? So hows the internet thing coming up? The phone still got problem? Faster go complain!! Why you write the complain letter so long and slow?

My mother is just FAN. Honestly. I retorted back her and she thinks I'm being disrespectful. When I havent even YELL. Wah Kao. She's really testing my patient. Feel like banging myself into a wall.

2007-03-28T09:35:00.000+08:00

Er......I feel bad!!!! Been croacking since yesterday. Everybody is shock by my deep voice AND its continue today. How great is that! Duhz....Was thinking I could sing the song "Choosey Lover" Theres this part where JJ and Mickey (I suspect) or Junsu (saw him doing it at the live show) said those sexy lines like "Choose me baby uh~" and "Sexy lady uh~". Haha...I can do it...

Meeting Mrs Shim later this evening. She's really a bitch man~ Called her in the morning and she just said: "Oh...I mix up my schedule. Knock off at 6.30pm today. You entertain yourself ba." Can you believe it. I know there really nothing much she can do, BUT at least sound abit modest or sorry or whatever ma~ Urggggggg..Going to kill her on Friday. SHE'S DEAD!!!! Wow, guess I'm going to be very busy on Friday~

To kill list:

1) YL
2) Cynthia
3) Mrs Shim

Hahaha....Cant wait!!!

Yesterday, had a long chat with my student till very late -__________- and forgotten the time and imagine with my voice. I taught him to study smartly. Its not advisable of course, BUT really bo bian. Suddenly, I feel smart ^o^ Although honestly my 'O' is not those "passing with flying colour". My student is really funny. Suddenly asked me: "What is manipulation to you?". It just remind me of my art days. Asking people what is reflection. Really duhz~~~ Doing the stupid mind map thingy till I wanna pull out all my hair.

Went to brought a necklace yesterday. Crazy implusive act again. AND I show it to my bf, with a "I fu*king dont care I'm broke or what, I'm stress!!!! I need to shop look". So, it works!!!!! He kept quiet, but I think he is still abit buay song and also he is too tired to care. I also dont know I'm stressing over what. But well who say life is not stress. But, it ok. I have come up planS once again and IT WILL BE SOLVE!!!!

2007-03-27T10:48:00.000+08:00

Slept at 12am yesterday. I also dont know what up with me. Haha....I'm just so caught with my the variety show, mvS and videos.

I'm really piss that my computer connection is still NOT WORKING> I cant update my blog, cant dl my stuffs, cant read my fanfics etc. Urgggggggg

Today is gonna be a tired day as well. Have tuition until 9.30pm, for the sake to meet up Mrs Shim tml. We been heading to Novena Square..Haha..Its our first there together. Wonder what "bao" can find. I saw afew of interesting shops and there yummy yogurt also. There also tcc...hehe~

Have been doing some research for the Taiwan trip. Found lots of nice shops selling EXPENSIVE stuffs (to me). But the stuffs are really gorgeous. Impossible to miss it. My friend, C, also found out this Jie Lun shop. Duhz....ASk me to check it out. Have like 0.00000001% chance of bumping into Jie Lun ba.

I wonder how much $$ I need to set aside for shopping. Abit confuse le. Hai....There seem to be soooooo many things to get AND there lots of presents to get also. T_T

2007-03-26T11:52:00.000+08:00

Yawn...Tird....BUSY weekend AGAIN....I miss those days where I can slack in my bed. Just nuan and nuan and nuan.

My computer is still not ok yet...NOW I can on my computer with the imagine loading, BUT the internet access just dont bug. Ma de. I swer I am going to lodge a complain. It is just poor service I am receiving till now.

Anyway saw an auntie yesterday. Shes wearing a Bitch is my middle name tee. Haha...Its so ridiculous. when she doesnt looks like one. I wonder does she know the meaning.

The Taiwan trip is also giving me a headache. Lots od things need to go through, check through, discuss through......Mrs Shim & I are having different thought. Duhz....I'm trying my best to act all cool and emotionless. BUT, believe me I am going to crack SOON. I just hope I dont scream my head off at her. It sure will be a scene....Haha~

Yesterday, went to Bugis..Brought 2 nail stickers...It kinda a rush act. But well I cant help it...the nails just simply look fancsinating hehe...ok gonna post up pics if I am don withit...Guess I really need to buy a camera~

2007-03-23T09:06:00.000+08:00

OK its been awhile since I post NORMALLY.....was wondering am I able to upload pics here. I hope so.....I think so.

Currently listening to zhuai shu tian shi. It really a sweet and emo song~ I love it.

This week is equally boring as last week. Nothing much to do on work. Basically most of time I'm just surfing the net, reading fan fic, check out some da dong pics (hoho), chatting on msn, going to forums, setting up the blog and listening to music. OK, I know all of you are gonna say good life. BUT it is really BORING!!!! Guess I need to spice up my life....

Anyway last week went shopping with Mrs Shim and I saw this knee length socks, which is soooooo gorgeous and cute that I just HAVE TO GET IT!!! So after pending awhile on how to match it. I wear it today. Overall, I'm satisfy with the look. It come across as cute and act jap to me. I hope I look younger....haha....always kinna say I look like 26-27. Fu*k right.

Anyway instantly I have become the topic of the morning. Although I feel abit flushed, BUT it die down pretty fast too. For me, I prefer being different. Uqiue or even weird. I dont like being common. Just another average person in this world. Guess I'm a bit mental. Haha.

Its just like you live once. You have to try EVERYTHING, in a way or another. Maybe deep in my heart, I love the attention too. I'm really not sure, but I feel comfortable and its just very ME. Talking about this, just remind of the Fahrenhite's song, wo men yong wo men de young. Its talking about being different. Simliar to my opinion. Hehe...

Even my bf also said me at times. Why cant you just dress more normal. You dont have to be this outrageous blah blah blah. Its really make me mad. I can change my temper, change my habit, change my character. Whatever... But ONLY if these changes are beneficial to both of us and is for my own good. (I hope you are reading and UNDERSTAND.) Dressing doesnt affect us in any ways. People stare or look at me, but that all. Nothing much. Erm......I dont know, even my parents and sister can accept it. So, it isnt that bad ba~~

Hehe so what I'm trying to say to zm is that, this is ME. Just accept it ba~ ^o^

2007-03-21T09:44:00.000+08:00

Gosh I cant believe myself...I'm totally into blogging!!!

Trying to change this, trying to change that. AND when its don't work, I will try to explore. See what went wrong. Haha...Its fun really and now I wanna try photoshop. So I could upload tons of pictures in.

Hai....BUT I'm feeling really POOR...I found out a nice camera and laptop that I would like to get. Its impoosible. I'm too tight. I guess next month is going to be a long...

2007-03-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

This is the first time I am trying to deal with computer. Ususally I gave up within 5 mins.

I have no passion for computer. Its squarey, dull, boring and theres lots of numbers and alphabates that go on and on. Java they call it. But I just dont get it.

So, I'm really proud of myself to be able to produce this blog. Although I know theres nothing much to it, BUT I did put in my most effort in computer this time. Keke...

I hope you guys love the layout. Its pink. My favourite color. And its jap, I'm kind of a jap freak. Most of all the song. Isn't it NICE!!!! Its step by step by my idol, DBSK.....