I have a new nickname for myself....Tuition Monster~

I alway give people nicknames~ its not that I love it, BUT I'm rather creative at this kind of thing~ Nothing to be proud of, of course.

Now it my own turn. Tuition Monster~ Originated base on the fact that I have soooooo many tuitions & students on hand and because I am scary!

My status: Mean, nasty, ah lian teacher
My students: Total of 3 currently, 2 new one to come~

Student no. 1:

Level: Sec 5 (NA)
Sex: Male
Character: Polite, plesant, fun
Subject scope: E.math & Combine sci (phy & chem)
Study: Poor. Lack of "smart" studying knowledge.

Student no. 2:

Level: Sec 3 (Express)
Sex: Female
Character: Crazy, talkative, funny
Subject scope: English, E.math & Combine sci (phy & chem)
Study: Poor. Lazy, LAzy, LAZy, LAZY!!!!

Student no. 3:

Level: Sec 2 (Express)
Sex: Male
Character: Impatient, impolite, nasty, short temper, childish
Subject scope: English, math & sci
Study: Fluctuate. Depend on mood.

I hate tuitioning. Honestly. I hate kids. They are just a bunch of noisy monkeys reborn or what. That why I choose upper secondary kids. I thought they will at least have some basic human behaviour. But I think I think too much (referring to Student no. 3).

I might as well stay as an old witch, rather than getting married and give birth to this kind of child. Especially looking back at how I behave when I'm 14, I have huge potential. Haha~

My schedule is now ever MORE pack. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday & Sunday = Tuition(s). Freak right. But well for the seek of $$$.....I must strive, work harder.

My to get list is also growing longer & longer~ I really dont understand why I have soo much things to get. I'm just a freaking shopperholic~

I'm working hard & spending hard. At the end of the day, I really achieve nothing. Just like what my mother has told me before. I, myself also dont understand why I am pushing myself till this stage. Its seem so miserable. Is it for a better future? Who can gurantee that? Is it true that if you work hard, you will get pay? Does it you get a degree, a master, a PhD & you will earn big $$? Who knows? Who can forsee?

I know nothing drop from the sky. Just like there is no free lunch in the world. Theres a price for everything & anything (not just in term of $$). I guess life is just a BIG question mark?? Nobody knows what is going to happen next. NOBODY~

But I believe one should remains hopeful. Theres always hopes. Be happy. Tell ourselves this is going to be over soon. Soon~ (learn from YL' s mom). After that everything will be fine. At times, we really do need to physco ourselves to make us feel better.

Aims. We need it to feel the sense of achievements. To feel that you FINALLY get something done. That your life is not just a meaningless one. I hate the aimless feeling. What next? Such a big Q. I wonder have I have make myself productive for this past few months. I have join the work force for nearly 1 yr. What have I learn? Have I grow?

I hope I do.

There are sooo many Qs that I want to find out the answers~
I hope I could simplify my mind.