This Monday officially starts my slacking and rejuvenating period. I am getting more and more restless with each passing day and it's kind of scary. Sleeping alot, nuaning, doing "0" housechores where my mother is compaining, surfing, playing farm house, watching dramas and reading. How tiring can all these be? I am feeling the weight on me increasing with each day. Why? Must be the old age.

I packed my warerode yesterday. It's really a tiring and troublesome. Once again, I'm amaze by the amount of clothes I have and the amount of clothing I have only wore afew times. I really do have alot of different kinds of outfits. Haha....My wild thoughts of different styles. My warerobe is bursting once again and I had given away those that I dont wear often, but there is still a truckload more. Erm...

Anyway, I was having a fight with my mum just now. I know I really need to control my temper and laziness, but its so difficult. She is talking about the same routine stuffs again. About my dad, her life and how we are not helping her to ease the load. I dont know what she expects but I know for sure she doesnt know the pressure she is giving me. The expectations are seriously overwhelming. Hai...Not that I dont understand why she is acting this way but afterall I do need some space for myself. She just fails to understand this point everytime. Mothers.

Anyway, the getting to know myself is not processing. My brain power is at 1% constantly. Cant think and brainstorm much. Hopefully, I will recover soon.