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A ranting beautiful blog for the lady, Nicole~
Please exit if you do not think of Nicole being lady-like....

The Lady

The girl who is a shopperholic
Who believe in fate & sparks
Has very strong self-ideology

Friends think she is a vain drama queen
Constantly need attention in anyway

Desires

High Distinctions
Long black hair
Fair rosy complexion
Hong Kong trip
Driving license
White stuffs
LOVE
KTVing~~

By My Side

Jupiter Cafe Pal
St John Mate
2E2 Da Jie
2E2 Sisterz
Sugarlink 38
2c pri buddy

Precious days

> Going to have the house to myself on Sat onward. I...
> This Monday officially starts my slacking and reju...
> Ok....finally I've got my rest. I think I need it ...
> I had a sleepless night and I feel like hell. Actu...
> Well someone has been complaining that my blog is ...
> Life should be much more than this. I alway believ...
> Announment:I am offically single. Calling for bf m...
> hey hey hey....coming back to blog more what's on ...
> Finally, my KL trip is confirmed. Yesh...after all...
> Erm...recently I'm feeling quite bore and lonely. ...

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Friday, April 27, 2007

Went to the metro sale yesterday. Its a chaos~ Women can be really scary. Its pretty packed although the sale is only open for card members. We even have to quene to get the products. Seriously~ Just imagine how long the cashiers quene will be like. I brought a no. of cosmetics. I'll get the new anna sui mascara. The salegirl promises me I will have this DRAMATIC eyelashes after using it. I definitely hope so as it cost me $42 per tube & I brought TWO -___- Cant wait to try it out. Woo hoo~ Then I brought this shiseido eye shadow for $62 (I dont know what i'm thinking) & a good body srcub for $78 (this is really good). Yup & thats all.

After I went home I packed my room. At around 12am. Pretty scary huh. My sister was so shocked when she saw what I am doing. Haha..Well my room is really messy & I cant wait till Sunday to do the packing. So while waiting for my hair to dry, I did a little packing...and shifting..
Its really much neater & spacious. But this results in me having only 5 hrs of sleep.

My cousin gets into NTU areospace. Smart right. I feel really stupid. Almost everyone around me get into NTU. Its making me feeling bloody stress & stupid. Hai~ Its not my fault that I didnt put in effort in my study. I just never like it. I really hope I'll get into RMIT, if not i can really go & bang myself to the wall.

I'm looking forward to Saturday. I need my beauty sleep pretty badly. Been having a 5 hrs sleep everyday this week. My face looks like shit. If you dont believe, please go & consult Ms YL. She will be more than heappy to tell you my current condition...

Knocking off~~~~ Shall continue another day..Happy weekend everybody ^o^

-Lost in love @ 5:06 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Ohhhhhhh....yesterday went to Tampinese Mall. Even there also can buy alot of thingS -___-^

I'm SICK!!! Haha..Anyway I brought 2 photo albums from Precious Thots. Its nice and you can write memo & comments beside the photos. Isn't it fun?


I'm totally going to set aside my Sunday to wrap up my room. My things are overflowing and my magzines are collecting dusts. I have sooo many things laying around. Erm...Although my things as compare to my sis is nothing. Shes like a gara guni man~ I dont understand why you keep things that you would be using it. Especially when its all her NOTES~ Like you will ever go dig it out & refer~ Duhz


I just realise I have about 10 nail polishs...Hoho..zm cant stand & sit anymore. He just roll his eyes when I brought even more nail polish. There soo many nice colors out there to capture my heart. Cant help it right~

I've watched the 200 pounds beauty. Its nice. The girl is really pretty & natural looking. I wonder does she did plastic surgey before? I would like to do an eyes job.

This Thursday is meeting YL because its the Metro sale~ GERS grab your shopping bags & race down there. Hoho.. Theres so many things to get. Hai~ Spend money again. Theres also Guess sale. What wrongs huh?? Everywhere is having sales...

OK...more update about Friday night. Requested by YL~ She wants all the JUICY detailS!!!We ordered a vokda bottle & mixed with cranberry. SUCK!!! The cranberry gave me a headach. Too sweet or what~ But still I had about 5-6 glasses I think...

Next somebody ordered in total 3 jugs of whiskey dry or what....NICE!!! Had another a few glasses. We went over to dragonfly. My first time there. Nice songs~ Its NORMAL songs not remix. I hate remix...It sound like a mass & I dont know how to shake my ass with this kind of songs. Although I doubt I could shake my ass with any proper music also...Haha...
Then theres the live performances by alot of people, I only know Sly. Its was ok I guess,, nothing fancy for me & sound like the 7 month festival concert :X



My colleague caught 1 guy checking me out & thats about it. Ok saw 1 uncle dancing his soul out...haha..Shaking all over the place.
After about 40 mins I think we went back to powerhouse....Had more drink and hit the dance floor. Weird remix music...My another colleague bring over a guy she just get to know. And after awhile the guys friends came over & joined in. Basically snatching a table & seatS from us -___-

Chatted with them awhile. One of them even offered me his drank beer, with about 1/4 leftover o_o YUCK!!!! Cant he just buys me a fresh mug??? He even offered me cigeratte. We had tequlia shot & after soo many drinks I'm bloody hell HIGH!!! Hit the dance floor for awhile & we called it off a night (1 of them is puking & the other having a headache)...So basically its a lonely night with us entertaining ourselves. BUT, its still FUN!!!! I enjoy my own accompany...haha..But its still sad that nobody approach me..Must be unattractive~



A pic to show you guys how bloody shag I am....I think too much drinks~ No wonder nobody approach me...Hoho ^o^


-Lost in love @ 2:21 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

Erm...currently teaching a sec 1 student and guess what! He is from Damai Sec...0_0
Well I will classify him under those popular guy. For one thing, he is in softball. The ever popular guy cca and win overall championship ever year. Another thing, I must admit he is quite cute looking.

So, the other day I was teaching him and he started all the "Cher, how to do this huh?", "Cher, I know I know! It like this right.", "Cher, what you laughing huh?", "Cher~~~~~~" I was like rolling my eyes the whole time. Its the secondary Cher fever? Haha...

And yesterday we were chatting at msn. He asked me "Cher, you got stead anot huh?", then "Cher, who jio de?" -____-^^^ Stead!! Haha..So I was asking him bsck. He said he had no stead and then after said "Wow, Cher you really believe ah." Seriously...kids~~~~
But well its fun and I feel younger. Back to being a teenager I guess. Its entetaining in some way I guess.

Yesterday, intended to go shopping with Mrs Shim, but she's down with rashes. Poor babe. So ended up going out with zm. Too tired to go shopping also and landed at his house. Slack the whole damn day. Download my videos....haha..FINALLY!!! Had some serious laughters for 2 straight hours. Its really been soooooo long since I downloaded something. Hehe...Hai..Watching my Junsu & Yoochun makes my hear flutter~

My update on Friday night. FUN!!! Lots of nice drinks~ ^o^

-Lost in love @ 9:17 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Finally its THURSDAY...no more tuitions~

Yesterday was reading this nice fanfic: "God of Seoul High School", featuring DBSK, Yoon Eun Hye, Kim Tae Hee, Boa, Bae Sun Gi etc....Basically just those HOT celebs in Korea. Its really a very fairytale style kind of plot. The guys are rich, charming, tall etc and the gers are rich, pretty, devilish figure etc. Its very predictable right~ Haha...

This remind me of what Mrs Shim had said to me before. "Well...I have grown out of these fairytale DBSK fanfic. Its just make them sound & look like gods, which is sooooo unrealistic. I dont read featuring DBSK fanfics anymore" -_____-^ ..I agree at times the plot is stupid and very unrealistic. BUT, we should alway leave room for some imagination. I love fairytale story. I'm a dreamer. I love all these glam, pink, white, fluffy, lacy, princessy stuffs.

I dont understand why, but when never I read this kind of story its make me feel fluffy. Theres butterflies in my stomach & theres this tickerlish feeling. I'm just too engross. I alway is. Whether its watching movies, singing songs or reading.

NOW I'm soooo in love with my hubby, fling & bf...hoho ^-^

Theres Kim Junsu ~ sweet & angelic, BUT can shake the ass well guy

Park Yoochun ~ the mystery & symtimathe, BUT once he smiles, its light up the whole world guy

Kim Jaejoog ~ the prefect bf, nice, caring & he can COOKS!!!

Can you guess who is who?


-Lost in love @ 9:15 AM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Feeling tired & restless. It is now 11.00am....still have about 1 hr to lunch break -__-^

Yesterday had my first lesson with my new sec 3 ger. She's an ah lian, but seem nice enough. From Geylang Methodist. It is a good school right? Stress~ Shall see how its goooo~

Meeting zm on Thurs, dont know do what shit also. Then, Friday going St James. Hope it will be one hell fun ^o^ I havent visit the dance floor yet. I think this is my last trip. Need to xiu yang abit.....I'm too addicted to drinking. Stupid zm even suggest we open a bottle of red wine & drink at home -_____-

Saturday going for SUPPER....I'm super fat now. All thank to my big appetite. I just cant stop eating & YL is planning a ben & jerry trip....How can I resist sia~
Sunday....meeting Mrs Shim FINALLYYY~ It seem that I havent see her for yearS. She told she is also feeling tired. The night shift is draining her out. I wonder will we look like " the haggard twin" on Sunday. Haha....

We are going to settle the Taiwan trip thingy. Hopefully, it can be settle once & for all. I hate logistic stuffs. This seem to grow into one. After that we are going to catch a movie. Its sooo long since we've watched a movie together (even longer with YL I know, but you are not interested wat). Anyway, we are gonig to catch nija turtle. Haha...YESH! Finally....this is like my all time favourite cartoon. Just bring back memories, how I am being labelled "wu gu" by everybody. Fuck rt....Haha...I have a sad childhood memory. I think we are going to take neoprint also. Just a hunch. Its been a while anyway. Hoho

Wow I cant stand nor sit of my hair anymore. Its getting more & more rebellious. Its going all over the place. I'm thinking of trying out NEW look. But I'm really scare. I think all of you know my NEW look always turn out looking disastrous. I just cant go through another one AND I know for sure sooo many of you out there is not going to make my life easier IF I get a horrible haircut. I have more enemies than friends. Or what? Only true friend speaks the truth? -___-^

Ah ya~
My shopping update (I'm a goner, I buy too much)

1) Magazine (my every month donation)

2) Short (went to collect my top & HAPPEN to see this short. Well, I do need an extra one for my trip)

3) Tube (strongly recommend~ It good for A size people. Its HOLD there...know what I mean rt~)

4) Masks (there a promo at basic beauty. No harm trying it out)

5) Conditioner (use it ytd, not bad! Its shiseido.)

6) Havaianas~ (I have pathetic no. of slipper. Only 2. Need a COMFY one for my trip & anyway
on Sunday I'm wearing this 3 inches heels. Its killing me, so I have to grab something to change. hahaha. One of the saleman is cute. But all of them have the typically beach boy look~ I wonder~)

Basically its just these. Nothing much. YL also for a change brought something or rather I physco her to buy? Haha...She brought this cute little white heels. VERY suitable for wedding function~ Wait till I physco her even more. The next one will be to get the dolly haircut with me...HAHA....cant wait for it rt~

-Lost in love @ 11:12 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

testing

-Lost in love @ 9:43 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Recently have been stuffing myself with food. Shit. I think I am getting fatter & fatter.
Die liao la~

Take for example, I just had my dinner. Self cook. Yes.....haha Its nice, chicken soup~
After that I had ice-cream, potato chips & can drink o_o

Tml gg out with YL...FINALLY~ I miss gg out...its really been a while ^o^
Will update my shopping trip~

-Lost in love @ 7:05 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I have a new nickname for myself....Tuition Monster~

I alway give people nicknames~ its not that I love it, BUT I'm rather creative at this kind of thing~ Nothing to be proud of, of course.

Now it my own turn. Tuition Monster~ Originated base on the fact that I have soooooo many tuitions & students on hand and because I am scary!

My status: Mean, nasty, ah lian teacher
My students: Total of 3 currently, 2 new one to come~

Student no. 1:

Level: Sec 5 (NA)
Sex: Male
Character: Polite, plesant, fun
Subject scope: E.math & Combine sci (phy & chem)
Study: Poor. Lack of "smart" studying knowledge.

Student no. 2:

Level: Sec 3 (Express)
Sex: Female
Character: Crazy, talkative, funny
Subject scope: English, E.math & Combine sci (phy & chem)
Study: Poor. Lazy, LAzy, LAZy, LAZY!!!!

Student no. 3:

Level: Sec 2 (Express)
Sex: Male
Character: Impatient, impolite, nasty, short temper, childish
Subject scope: English, math & sci
Study: Fluctuate. Depend on mood.

I hate tuitioning. Honestly. I hate kids. They are just a bunch of noisy monkeys reborn or what. That why I choose upper secondary kids. I thought they will at least have some basic human behaviour. But I think I think too much (referring to Student no. 3).

I might as well stay as an old witch, rather than getting married and give birth to this kind of child. Especially looking back at how I behave when I'm 14, I have huge potential. Haha~

My schedule is now ever MORE pack. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday & Sunday = Tuition(s). Freak right. But well for the seek of $$$.....I must strive, work harder.

My to get list is also growing longer & longer~ I really dont understand why I have soo much things to get. I'm just a freaking shopperholic~

I'm working hard & spending hard. At the end of the day, I really achieve nothing. Just like what my mother has told me before. I, myself also dont understand why I am pushing myself till this stage. Its seem so miserable. Is it for a better future? Who can gurantee that? Is it true that if you work hard, you will get pay? Does it you get a degree, a master, a PhD & you will earn big $$? Who knows? Who can forsee?

I know nothing drop from the sky. Just like there is no free lunch in the world. Theres a price for everything & anything (not just in term of $$). I guess life is just a BIG question mark?? Nobody knows what is going to happen next. NOBODY~

But I believe one should remains hopeful. Theres always hopes. Be happy. Tell ourselves this is going to be over soon. Soon~ (learn from YL' s mom). After that everything will be fine. At times, we really do need to physco ourselves to make us feel better.

Aims. We need it to feel the sense of achievements. To feel that you FINALLY get something done. That your life is not just a meaningless one. I hate the aimless feeling. What next? Such a big Q. I wonder have I have make myself productive for this past few months. I have join the work force for nearly 1 yr. What have I learn? Have I grow?

I hope I do.

There are sooo many Qs that I want to find out the answers~
I hope I could simplify my mind.

-Lost in love @ 3:22 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007

Came across this from hs's blog. Hehe~ Its seem so FUN!!!

This is a game calls You.Can.Only.Type.ONE.Word.

1. Where is your cell phone?
:x table

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife?
:x home

3. Your hair?
:x fizzy

4. Your mother?
:x nagging

5. Your father?
:x nagging

6. Your favorite thing?
:x shopping

7. Your dream last night?
:x none

8. Your favorite drink?
:x passionfruit

9. Your dream car?
:x none

10. The room you are in?
:x livingroom

11. Your ex?
:x SUCK!

12. Your fear?
:x broke

13. What do you want to be in 10 years
:x boss

14. Who did you hang out with last night?
:x alone

15. What you're not?
:x nice

16. Muffins?
:x chocolatechip

17. One of your wish list items?
:x KIMJUNSU~

19. The last thing you did?
:x 300 -____

20. What are you wearing?
:x pj

21. Your tv?
:x on

22. Your pet?
:x none

23. Your computer?
:x philips

24. Your life?
:x sweet

25. Your mood?
:x happy

27. What are you thinking about right now?
:x blogging?

28. Your car?
:x none

29. Your work?
:x sian

30. Summer?
:x everyday

31. Your relationship status?
:x attached

32. Your favorite color?
:x white

33. When is the last time you laughed?
:x NOW!

34. Last time you cried?
:x forgot

35. School?
:x none

haha...do try it out guys. You could get a hand of your life status~

-Lost in love @ 9:28 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Havent been blogging for a long long time.

Firstly, my computer is back alive once again. But, its slow~ I don know. Think its still abit mental.

Thurs, did my dental & UniSIM interview. The interview suck big time.
Theres actually 2 critierias, 1) 21 yrs old & above, 2) At least 2 yrs working experience. Stupid right. I fulfill neither. So, the interviewer told me she is going to place me under the Jan 08 intake & in the mean time I could take up a course to two, just to get a taste of marketing. And when I finally enroll in, I will be exempted for those courses I had took. So, it the same as in I get in at the Aug07 intake. -_______-
Anyway about 80% of the interviewees are uncles & aunties. Hai~ I dont think I'm really keen in getting in this. I hope RMIT will approve my application.

Dental trip is sad also. The cute dentist told me straight that my braces cant be done by 1 yrs. But 1.5 yrs should not be a problem. Imagine if I never request of the faster pace kind of braces treatment!! I think it will take 2 yrs. Hai. Its now extremely painful & he added in this spring, which look fucking disgusting. But everyone promise me they couldnt see it much. They told me its not that obvious~ Hai

Actually, wanna post on sat night. But the blogger page just cant be load. Saturday is my beauty night. Did my manicure with the new nail polish. Its another so-so job. Then had my legs & hands shaved. Scrub my body and done up my mask. Hehe. Its good to pamper or rather clean up yourself once in a while.

Yesterday went to Orchard with zm. Its been such a LONG time since I last step into there. Even the saleger commented that. I am fucking broke. Honestly. But I feel tired & stress lately. I think the tuitions are really tiring me out. So, I decide to fuck care everything & just BUY!!!!
I brought a new pair of shoes. Damn high. 4 bottles of nail polish. 1 dress. 1 top. 1 tube. 1 necklace. Intending to buy a pair of slipper as well. Crazy right. Kinna say by Mrs Shim & zm already. Duhz~

After my crazy shopping~ went to zm's fren birthday chalet. Well, all I can say is that guy is sure RICH!!! Haha. The party itself costs 3k. Haha. He booked 5 rooms, a buffet, hired 2 chefs & even on call cabs for 3 hrs or what. Well, I think its quite fun la~ At times kinda boring, but bo bian~ Since zm asked me to go. Its not like I have much choice. Reach home at 2.30am & wake up at 6am.

Rush to Malaysia. I really cant remember the last time I had step in. Haha..Just its really have been a while. I have those back to hometown feeling. Weird.
Anyway, we didnt stay in or wat. Just went to clean up my grandparents's graves for about 2 hrs. Its so hot & humid. I feel like I have darker by 2 shades. -____-

Tml, I'm on leave. Thank god. I'm super tired with only that few mere hours of sleep. Going to catch a movie tml. Cant remb the last time I had catch a movie. Live after all is still not bad ^o^

-Lost in love @ 1:07 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Had been complain by SOMEONE about my short posts recently. AND she had a even shorter post than me -______- !!!

Anyway, I am currently still on the same book. AND I cant help but ponder about this thing.
The narrator, in a week had 2 hot guys approaching her. -____- Honestly. Is this really just FICTION, or in real life such things really DO happened?? It sure didnt happen to me once at all~~~

Recently, I had gone abit nuts. At times, I even resolute to ask myself "Is this me?". I feel snappy. Really I could myself snapping into two anytime. I feel tired too. And this week is consider a "light" week already. Am I getting old?

Everybody life is sooo pack. Take for an example, YL is now busy STUDYING non-stop. Like a non-stop hits!!! Haha..I cant imagine studying that much. How it feel like? But bo bian for her la~ Is either she does it or FAIL. So aja aja FIGHTING!!!!!

Mrs Shim is also BUSY. This week is her crazy shift schedule week. Can you imagine, she is soooooo busy until our next meet up is schedule on 20th Apr.Thats like 2 weeks later.

My boyfriend. He is forever busy, whether in NS or not. I dont understand & know what he is busy with...but he just is.

My sister. She is on OT for consecutively 1 month+I think this explain itself why she is so busy.

Ok now ME. I am busy too. Whether its before 5.30pm or after. But I have no mood to work recently. Really like NO MOOD. I hope I can leave the company SOON. Its pretty boring & dry, except for the gossiping sessions. And after work, either rush to my tuitions or go out or go home. I guess I can sum up as I am busy earning moneySS. Haha...I hate this kind of life. Its suck!!! Mayb that why I have go crazy~

Today I am on half day leave. Hurray~~~~~~~BUT I have this stupid UniSIM interview, which I have not prepare a single shit. I guess I am hoping my impromptu skill would improve greatly hopefully by then. Aish~~

-Lost in love @ 8:56 AM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

OK~ Singtel FINALLY called me back. I'm sort of like in a lost. Maybe because now I feel much appease. So, they are coming down to fix my phone line. Nothing is going to be done to my computer connection. Cause it is really not in their job scope. AND THATS ALL!!!! STUPID!!!

-Lost in love @ 1:58 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

Is now reading this storybook call, Adventure of a Salsa Goddness. It had this phase who I find it pretty interesting.

Quote "They say a never-married woman over forty has a better chance of winning a million-dollar lottery than getting married."

I find this utterly sexist. I mean whats wrong with woman/ women over 40 and not married? What about man/ men? Cheez~

-Lost in love @ 7:35 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Some people said I look like ugly Betty. Finally, just happened to catch the pic. Its honestly ugly....I look nothing like her ok~ Duhz...

Feeling tired. My back is aching and I have endless things to do. Yesterday, just redo my manicure. Its is ok, abit plain. Feel like getting afew bottles of nail polish. Been into mani & pedicure recently. Its fun.

Feel like my stuffs are stocking up. Its pack, regardless its my drawers, wardrodes, tables, shelves, jewellery box....^o^ Hehe...Think I better stop stocking up for awhile.

Next week is a busy, sooooo many tuitions sia~ The stupid students all push to next week. Hai...I'm dead....

-Lost in love @ 4:23 PM