Your Brain is Blue
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.
Its seem like a zillion years had past. I hate school life....its just too miserable.
Life isnt good for me. So many things had happened. It just seem that when your luck are low, its only get even lower. Hai~
Its the exam period now....i guess 2 hell weeks had past. I had been studying and studying. There is really THIS MUCH of things for you to absord everyday. Everyday is a new learning day. This is getting really depressing.
I cried the other day, sort of because of school. YA, I KNOW...I'm a fucking drama queen, but i just cant help it. Its really IS getting emotional you know.
I had been studying SO HARD. NEVER, EVER in my life. I had put in ALOT of effort in my project. 2 sleepless nights just to get the project in order. I expect a credit minmum, but no...it's just a passed. Give me back my beauty sleep..Urg....i can never get HD for my marketing ow. NO MORE...its impossible~ AND i'm a marketing student. Life just cant get any better.
To make my day even brighter, i get sort of crash at my accounting paper. Its a 3 hrs paper and i get OVER CONFIDENT. Thinking there more than enough time to complete the paper. No...i rush through the paper in the end. WHY? Cause I waste a blooody hell lots of time for the front questions. I feel stupid. I am stupid....
My ma isnt helping much. We been loggerheads ever since I'm born. The argument just get more n more heaty, pissed each time. My stress level has reach the limit. That why i snap.
Relationship is a disaster. I hope my raining days are over...cant wait for the sunshine...
PS: I have not start studying.... :(
I wan to be a happy person. AND one that dont give a damn to everything...Possible?